The Shy Girl Is A Thug

Its a cycle

Sidian Pov

After getting here I put down my keys and went upstairs

The smell of weed stronger than the loud music vibriating through the ground

Opening the door I see Jaden sat up in bed with a gun in his hand. Money was around him and hella weed along with his phone
As he sees me he raises his gun to his chest

"J-jaden, what are you doing dawg" I ask slightly moving forward

"Since I was a kid I was NEVER GOOD ENOUGH. My mom was a crack head who didn't care about me and my dad tried to kill me. I ran away became a thug and lost all feeling for shit. Then you come around and got me worrying About you while you with another nigga. I feel the same way I did when I was 11"
He says shaking. He's obviously not his usual self and the weed is worsening it

"Hey you know it's not like that, your the one who said you don't have time for me" I tell him going closer with each word.

Reaching out I put my hands on his legs and stared him in the eye
Flinching as he puts the gun to my head.

Standing my ground I stare him dead in the eye as I say "Go ahead shoot me. Because after you do that, you not any better than your dad!" Seeing him slowly put the gun down I pick it up and put  it on the dresser. Clearing the bed a bit I sit by him

"Its okay youngin I'm here now"

Turning to face me he pulls me close to him whispering in my ear

"I wish you were mine....can i see your phone right quick?"

Aft Opening it I pass it to him and ofc it's still on me messages with Kent. He sees the picture and throws my phone

"I can't believe your ass out here sleeping with random niggas now!"
Oh hell nah, I ain't no how so don't come to me with that

"He drove to his place in my car nigga! I slept in the spare room stop accusing me of this dumb bullshit before actually asking me wassup!" I yell to him, getting up to leave

Grabbing my hand he pulls me to the bed and kisses my neck laying me down
"Please don't leave" he tells me before kissing and spooning me on the bed, preventing me from leaving. I lay there until he falls asleep then go downstairs for food.

10

I'm on the couch eating cereal because I already ate breakfast and Love and hip hop ain't never been this interesting before I swear😂

"Oh I thought you cleared it"

Jumping a bit I spill my cereal before looking back seeing Jaden in the door way

"Look what yo dumb ass did" I say sighing as I get up to clean the mess

Out the corner of my eye I see him change the channel, I finish up and go for the remote but he pulls it back

"Oh hell nah nigga, spice and Tokyo may or may not fight Change that shit back fool" I say to him reaching for it again

He holds in well over his head and laughs at me
Shiiiii okay, 2 can play this game

"Fuck the show, you look more interesting right now" I say as I straddle him licking up from his collar bone to his ear.  I hear him make a slight sigh so I smile because I know I already won. Looking him in the eye I slowly grind on him waiting for him to put his hand down to grip my waist.

He takes his free hand to hold me so I lean in to kiss him and BAM!
He puts down the next hand🤣🤣

Snatching the remote I hope off and Change the channel laughing at his face

"I'mma get you for dat" he says getting up, and heading to the kitchen when he sees food. Smh his greedy ass

"Niggas out here starvin and Shiit" I say laughing directing my attention back to the T.V

"Hell nah bih" he says shaking his head as he sits down with the play of food

"I gotta get home after this" I tell jaden , glancing at him so see how he act
"Ok" he says continuing to eat his food. I continue to watch the show (13mins left) but yk his lil attitude kinda make me wanna leave now but it aight.... After the show ended I got up n went upstairs to get my stuff, sitting on the bed I check my phone and see that I got some messages and missed calls from the girls, I'll call em later
Gathering the rest of my stuff I go downstairs to leave, "I'll see you late okay?" I ask when he looks up from the couch

"Hold on, come here" he tells me and signals his hand
"Yes?" I ask when I reach him , and he pulls me down onto his lap kissing me "You don't gotta leave wit yo cute ahh" he tells me before I shake my head getting up and walking out the door.

I pull up to my place and open the door, when I tell you these hoes aaint ever been so happy to see a bih

"Where tf you was at bitch" and a whole lotta other shit
I just waved them off and went to change my clothes before going back downstairs