Camren One-Shots

Stuck In Love

OMFG SO I KNO WYOU GUYS DON'T CARE BUT I MET THE GIRLS ON THE 30TH OF AUGUST WHICH WAS A WHILE AGO BUT UM????? Oh and warning this is a pretty upsetting one shot and so is the second that I'm gonna be posting when this gets 10 votes :(

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STUCK IN LOVE

The crumpled note she had acquired from her recently split relationship rested in between her two hands. Lauren had been staring at it for hours everyday for the past month. The memory that lay in the worn construction paper should have brought her happiness but only caused her heart to constrict more as she thought about the relationship that she was unfortunately no longer a part of.

"Hey baby!" Lauren greeted Camila at the door. It was February 14, valentines day, and Lauren was practically bursting at the seams with excitement. She had planned the perfect evening with her girlfriend of two years, Camila Cabello.

Lauren knew that Camila didn't like big extravagant plans or surprises, so she didn't plan anything amazing. Or a t least some may think it wasn't amazing. To Lauren this meant everything, she had never in the past made specific plans on valentines day or any other holiday in general, for Camila was always the one coming up with surprise dates and cute ways to celebrate they're love for one another. But this time was different, Camila knew that this day was going to be different then the rest and that Lauren was in fact turning the tables tonight, the surprise for the brunette sadly being predicted but the contents of the rest of the night remaining a mystery.

They embraced and shared a quick kiss, light but still enough to send shivers up and down both of their spines.

"I've been anticipating what my surprise is going to be all day." Camila said when they parted, a smile spreading across her lips, "I am so excited!" She jumped in place and Lauren put her hands on either side of her, grabbing the smaller girls shoulders to keep her from moving so much. She couldn't help but laugh at her giddiness.

"Oh!" Camila suddenly exclaimed, twisting slightly to dig in her small bag that was fastened a crossed her midsection, becoming more of a miniature satchel. Out of the bag she brought an envelope, small and white, the name Lauren written in her messy handwriting that was somehow perfect in the taller girls eyes. Hearts were neatly placed around her name, and the words I love you were written inside of each one. Lauren's own heart fluttered and her cheeks got red as she opened the envelope, careful not to destroy it and took out the card. It ending up being a simple card, one from a Wal-Mart maybe, generic and corny, a stuffed bear on the cover saying "this valentines day, I just wanted to tell you...." She flipped the card open and continuing to read the inscription "I love you beary much".

Lauren laughed out loud at the cheesiness of the store bought card and wrapped Camila in a tight hug, whispering the words "I love you" into her ear.

"You didn't read the whole thing." Camila said, Lauren stepping back in slight confusion, opening the card once more to reveal a small heart, folded in half, and handmade out of a red piece of construction paper. She unstuck it from the inside of the card, tearing it free from the tape. Unfolding the note, she found the same familiar handwriting from the envelope, except this time it only said "I'm in love with you, Lauren Jauregui, and I'm never going to not be."

Without being noticed, a tear had trickled down Lauren's cheek and landed onto the paper, the small drop bleeding and becoming larger. She stared at it, seeing as it resembled the dark void inside of her that had slowly grown larger and larger over the long month that her and Camila had spent apart.

As if she were made of them, more tears fell from Laurens green eyes, her sobs becoming unbearable and her lungs only allowing her to take short, unsatisfying breathes. Her chest tightened and she cursed herself for allowing someone to love her, allowing herself to love another. She gazed at her walls, at the background of both her phone and computer, looked at all of the reminders of how happy Camila and her had been together. The twenty photo strips from the two years they had been together, all from the same photo booth at the boardwalk in Miami, all the film for her polaroid she had spent on the two of them, making others take pictures so she could remember how happy she was for the rest of her life. All of the photos in her camera roll where they took silly selfies, many of them involving a kiss on the cheek or even lips. Lauren slowly brought her hand up to her mouth, taken her plump bottom lip gently in between her fingers, trying to remember the sparks, the energy, the feeling of Camila's lips on hers.

Her tears slowed until they disappeared, but the pain hadn't subsided. Lauren had cried for so long, she had felt hurt for a month, only a month, yet it felt like the breakup was lasting longer then the relationship itself, and at last she couldn't cry any longer. She felt as if part of her had been broken, as if some of her didn't function properly anymore. The pain wouldn't be ending soon, and she knew this, but the pain was somewhat numbed because her heart was in fact broken. She was now the girl with empty eyes and a broken heart that could no longer be mended. For the only person that could ever put back the millions of pieces from her shattered heart was, in fact, Camila Cabello.

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So! Is it good? I think it's way too short but I didn't really know exactly what to say cause I've never written a "one-shot" or even read one really. Whatever, TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK PLEASE <3 ilysm and WHO KNEW I bet you guys are wondering so Ill tell you: It is going to be on hold until this Friday, hopefully I will have it all sorted out bc my computer is ancient and it's being a little bitch so anyways ilysm and I feel so bad that it's not even funny.

-LoloCamzabello a little shit who needs to update