IT ALL COMES TO ONE SIDED

SHORT STORY DESCRIPTION

Sometimes it just takes 3 months that changes everything that you dreamt of upside down.Sometimes it just takes 3 months to destroy what was built for a year.Sometimes it just takes 3 months to break thousands of promises.Sometimes it just takes 3 months to face your fear....And this story of 3 months is a heartfelt story of how when people go into love they forgo the close ones you were always there for them.
It was March.A breezy day.When sun was shining right at my face and when i listened to rock songs on my playlist to make me feel better,sitting by the window on the bus all I could think about was you.There were times i smiled endlessly just by the thought of you, times where i cried knowing you will feel the pain that i am feeling and times where i laughed with you for stupid jokes and made up scenarios.But now...I feel disturbed,angry,suffocated,stressed and lastly a huge disappointment...Disappointed that the times we were there for each there were completely gone in a second...Disappointed that instead of us telling each other how we felt it came to a point where i had to learn from others how you are feeling....Disappointed that you do not believe in the fights that used to make us bond and later made us smile that it was a casual brother sister thing to do....Yes brother sister relationship that was what we shared..Something that was unique yet beautiful..Something tht was deep yet real....Something that did mean a lot to me...They always say leave a person who you give your eveything to and who does not respond back and all he likes to to is trouble you..But i could not..It was because of the moments that we shared our souls out helped each other out of the sulky feelings acted as cupids just to see other smile and best of all knowing that someone is out there for you to call as your own..That was the feeling i had inside me.Even when i had my first breakup it did not destroy me completely like this.I moved on cause there was no question mark on whether he may change for the better or not.However i kept going back thinking that there might be one day he comes to me and say ,"sorry i am wrong..You mean a lot to me can we restart and make this brother sister thing work!" I would first get angry at him for leaving me away for so long and then pat his shoulder and be like yesss!!! Cause there is no way you could avoid a family member and leave them for too long without feeling sad..There are days i did try..Try to get your attention...Try to know what you were doing without you not knowing,Try to see our pictures knowing that it would hurt me a lot but I still did try cause hope is eveything in life.Hope that you will come back..Hope that we could be our previous self...Hope that one day you would do all the things in the picture you sent me that brother sister do..THATS the hope i still hold onto.I know i am crazy..Its not something that you might feel for your crush and thats for sure..But just the pain of your thoughts,your pictures,your memories will haunt me.Every day its me trying to consol myself that you will text me and the moment you do i will be the world's most happiest person.I know you are not emotional and i know this feeling is not hitting you in the right places..You treasure others than you treasure me..You think about others than you think about me..You spend time with others than spending time with me..However just think once let my name dissolve in you,I hope if just one time its all i need to get you reminded of the whole 2 years of memories...I miss you bro more than i miss school..Come back soon..Be my bro i have a lots of things to tell you,ask you,argue with you i just need you!!I need my promises changed i need you to talk to me everyday..Every morning i want to wake up to your messages..Tell me what is going to happen to our travelling plans , will i keep worrying about you everyday,will there be no end to what i am feeling...Just Tell Me