silence. [p.jm]

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diary entry 1

april 7, 1:35 am

i created this diary so i wouldn't feel alone. i mean, no matter what, im still gonna feel that way, but maybe i can release my feelings. ever since mom and mina left, i've been on my own. no family, no job, anything. it's lonely in the house. i have no friends, my dad in california has been paying the bills because im only 16, and i don't have a job to afford them. school starts in 5 hours and i am stressed as fuck. every year there's drama, whether it's fights or a breakup. whatever high school shit comes to your mind is what happens. im currently eating ramen and i got out of the shower a few minutes ago. let me tell you about this bullshit so-called family i have. let's start with mom. she raised me up until i was 14, and found a boyfriend which is not my dad, they got divorced when i was 13, which was pretty rough because i would get abused by my sister  who at the time was 15 saying it was my fault they were fighting. a few years later, my sister mina got into a car accident which left her in a coma and paralyzed from the waist down, so my mom left me and took mina to her boyfriend in japan. my dad is a surgeon in LA and he makes tons of money, so he sends me supplies and necessities so i can be able to survive in this hell hole. well it's almost 2am because i've been writing for this whole time, but before i go study, let me tell you about myself. im 16, from busan, south korea, which is where i am currently living. im fluent in english, japanese and cantonese. im currently studying spanish. hmmm.. i have depression and anxiety which i was diagnosed with at the age of 13, my dream is to become a doctor or a singer, possibly even an actress. my life is pretty boring, no boys or anything. nothing exciting. im off to studying till 4 so i can survive on coffee and 2 hours of sleep tomorrow. looking forward to seeing jimin again, since he's been in seoul with his aunt this summer. jimin is my best friend. my only friend actually. i've known him since 7th grade. scratch off studying im exhausted so im off to sleep. catch you tomorrow :) good night 💓

A/N:
Hey everyone 🤪
I'm finally back and im here with another story since i have nothing better to do with my life. I decided to discontinue coffee since i lost motivation and such 😕 But im a new person or wtv. ask some questions and leave requests because idk how the storyline after this is gonna go 😂💀 anyway i love u guys 😔🤠 adios 🥰🦋

edit :
just realized i said i had no friends and than later on i introduce jimin as my best friend-
what logic-