silence. [p.jm]

3.

diary entry 2 4/10/19
                                                            10:19pm

so it's been days since me and jimin kissed. we haven't been acting awkward towards each other which is good, but it is bothering me. i mean, what if the kiss didn't mean anything? he's one of the popular kids, so why would it matter, he's got plenty of other girls to go after. i mean, why would he go for the girl who chooses not to talk because she blames herself for everything that went on in the family. i spoke for that dude, and that never happens. maybe once every three months or even twice to three times a year. school starts in 30 minutes and i'm on the bus stuck in traffic, this is my day 😂 these last few nights have been pretty much tiring, i've been pulling all nighters not being able to focus on studying and homework because of the kiss. i'm hopefully gonna confront him today, and get the answers to everything i need to know, because yeah im in love with this kid, duh.

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"hey y/n"
you looked at him with a glare and waved. he placed his lunch tray down and raised an eyebrow. "are you mad?" i shook my head and sighed. i took out a sticky note and wrote "did it mean anything to you.. it's been bothering me because jimin, i do like you, and not in just a friend way." he looked at you and hugged you as he whispered into your ear. "i never thought this day would come, i've loved you for so long y/n." you smiled as a tear fell from your eye onto jimins shoulder. "don't cry babygirl!" you smiled and giggled slightly. jimin grabbed your hand and stood up. you looked at him as he climbed onto the lunch table, still with your fingers intertwined. i stepped onto the table with him as i stared at him puzzled. "LOOK AT MY BEAUTIFUL GIRLFRIEND EVERYONE!" he screamed out. i smiled and hid my face behind his shoulder. he chuckled as the cafeteria clapped and cheered, because we were one of the biggest ships in the school. he turned around and looked at you as he brushed his hair behind your ear. he kissed your lips for a few seconds as the crowd went wild. screaming, jumping, it was like a concert. later that night, you and jimin stayed on facetime all night, while he slept, you studied. you both drifted to sleep during the middle of the night.

A/N:
YALL I MADE A BIG MISTAKE SO DONT GET MAD SKKS, IN ONE OF THE. CHAPTERS I SAID Y/N USED A WHITEBOARD BUT SHE USES STICKY NOTES 😭 FROM NOW ON ITS JUST STICKY NOTES LMAO LOVE YU GUYS ADIOS 💓😈