I think being desperate is a normal thing. I've always been desperate, idk why but this all started at the age of 9. I was in school and I had a crush on this dude what's so ever the teacher sent both of us alone to clean out a room so we did. But little did I know my crush was one horny child, he started to touch my thighs and shit. I didn't like it but I somehow liked it?. I don't even know I guess it was a wrong thing to do but I kinda liked. But he was just taking advantage of me. But anyway I started watching porn at the age of 10, and I enjoyed it a lot not gonna lie. I loved the way my heart would thump every time I saw it. I mean it's weird for a girl to be watching porn but not for me porn is like my bestfriend.
I'm 16. No stoopid I'm 16 years old and my name is Jennie Kim. I live with my dad and my mom. I have no siblings, I'm the only child. Most people at school know me as hoe just because I dress up like a hoe. I've never had sex before but it is my main goal. I don't wanna have sex with some random dude I wanna have it with someone I cherish, someone that pleasures my heart and vagina.
Also my main goal is to get with this asshole. Park motha fucking Jimin. He is such an asshole but so fucking hot at the same time. I have the courage to talk to him call him a fag but I don't have the courage to get him in bed. I'm just pathetic. But he has a girl I don't why I'm even chasing after him.
Have u ever questioned ur sexually? I have. I have had a crush on a girl before but never had the courage to ask her out. You see that girl I'm talking about is Park Jimins girl.Yup the man of my dreams is dating my ex girl crush or my ex girl of my dreams. Bitch I don't give a fuck but yeah.
My routine is I wake up take a shower eat food go to school do have my work then when I see my manz I go to the janitors closer then master bate. And bitch that shit feels soooo good like no cap. But anyway when I get out I go to lunch and sit with my bitches. After all school shit I usually just watch you know what or go out with my friends.
You see that's my amazing life.:)
