Chapter 5

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Billie's POV

She starts hitting me "What the fuck Billie!" "I'm sorry!" "Sorry?! You know how much I fucking hate my dad! Why? Why would you do this?" I calm her down and explain the deal to her that I made with her father. She's still pissed but she agrees to stay one night "then I'm coming back with you." "Absolutely." I kiss her forehead and help her get her bags. "It's just one night." "We'll be back together before you know it."

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Sara's POV

I am so pissed off right now. If I didn't love him so much I think is break up with him. "I know....I'll miss you. I love you so much." He hugs me "I love you more." "I don't think that's possible." My dad opens the door and runs out to hug me. I let him even though I hate his guts. "I'm so glad your okay. And Billie, those charges are dropped thank you for bringing her here." "No problem sir." We walk inside and he puts my stuff in my room. "So do you like Billie now? Now that he brought me back?" He doesn't answer, just says I need to cut the attitude. If Mia could see him right now, dropping charges for killing her sister like that she'd want him dead too.

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Billie's POV

Oh god, did I do the right thing? I mean Sara looked sooooo pissed. But my charges are dropped and I couldn't have them haunting me for the rest of my life.

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Sara's POV

My father makes dinner and makes me sit at the table and talk to him. I barley touch my food, I liked my mom's cooking better...when she was alive. My dad reaches under the table, pulls up a pill bottle, and slams it down. "What's this?" "My anti-depressants." "And why aren't you taking them?" "...they we're making me...more confident. That's why I got my tattoo...and ended up with Billie." "Then why stop them?" "Because! I don't want to take drugs just to feel normal everyday....and I didn't think Billie would want a girl that's all fucked up." My dad shakes his head "does he even know your depressed?" I shake my head "never told him." "Did you tell him why I'm so protective of you?" I shake my head agin. "Let's just drop it....I'm going to bed." I run upstairs room and cry into my pillow, wishing it was Billie.

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Billie's POV

In the morning when I come to pick up Sara she's down, more then she was before. She gets in the car and shoves something into her pocket before I can see what it is. "What happened?" "Nothing..." I start pulling away and wave to her dad, he waves back and she flips him off. I don't say anything...but why does he hate him so much? When were back home Sara takes off her jeans and leaves them on my bed as she changes in the bathroom. I check the pocket she shoved something in and find a bag of blue pills marked "Zoloft". Is she on these?

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Sara's POV

When I walk out of the bathroom Billie's holding my bag of Zoloft. "Are you on these?" I start crying and shake my head yes. Billie puts the pills down and grabs me. "Hey, hey...don't cry. I don't care, as long as your okay." "Really?" He nods. "So...are you okay?"

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Sara's POV

"No. I'm not okay." He hugs me tighter and asks what he can do to make it better. "Give me a long kiss goodnight." "Then everything will be alright?" "Well...maybe lay with me...cuddle for a while?" He laughs "okay." Before we lay down I take a pill hoping it might make me feel better.

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Billie's POV

We lay down in my bed together and Sara falls asleep almost instantly. I sneak away and call her father to ask him about the Zoloft. "It's for her depression. I'd check her bags too she probably has something else like heroine." "heroine?" "She used to use it...I don't know if she still does anymore. But one night she tried to kill herself and I had to rush her to the hospital, you can still see the scars on her wrists from the incident...anyway they found that in her system...I'll never forget the doctor telling me that. That night we had a fight about it right there in the hospital room. She said she stopped but Mia told me she was doing drugs and I'm assuming she went back to heroine." All this information is a lot to take in. "Did she only try to kill herself once?" "Nope, she tried three times, the last time was four weeks before she met you. I'm surprised she hasn't tried again since Mia died." I thank him and hang up the phone.

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Mike's POV

As I walk by the living room I see Billie sitting on the couch with his head in his hands. "What's wrong?" He looks up at me with tears in his eyes and shakes his head "life...life is what's wrong." He tells me about the conversation he had with Sara and Sara's father. "That's why he was so protective of her..."

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Sara's POV

I wake up and Billie's not next to me. I go down stairs to look for him and find him on the couch with Mike. "What's going on?" Billie's crying...actual tears."I just talked to your dad..." "What did he tell you?" "You tried to kill yourself...you were on heroine...are you still on it?" I don't want to answer but I am. I didn't mean for anyone to find out. "Does it matter?"

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Billie's POV

"Kinda..." She won't give me an answer so I follow her dad's advice and check her bags. I find a bag of heroine and a needle. Sara stands in the door way crying as I pull the drugs out of her bag. I don't even know what to say, I didn't think this was her...drugs. I didn't think that was apart of her life. I never noticed signs of that when we started dating.

I shove the bag in her face "what is this? Huh?" She starts crying "I'm sorry Billie....I'm so sorry."

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Sara's POV

He pushes me away "sorry?! Do you know what could happen to you on this?" "It takes away the pain..." He goes into the bathroom, empties the bag into the toilet and flushes my heroine. "I CAN'T BELIVE YOU JUST DID THAT! HOW COULD YOU?! I NEEDED THAT!" He shakes his head "listen to yourself....your a total drug addict."

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