Rants

Anxiety/Depression

I feel like my Anxiety and depression are starting to swallow me whole. I feel so alone in this dark ambyss. I want to cry, but I am forced to smile so no one worries. Everyone is starting to slowly leave me, I mean why would they want to stay with someone like me? I do not fit in with anyone and I hurt everyone close. I am so scared of this darkness that is surrounding me. All my mental problems are clawing at my brain, taking small pieces and it is eating at me. Everything is so dull and boring, lonely, tiring. I try to distract my self, but it never works. I try to fix myself and it doesn't work guess I am that broken...broken beyond repair..I need a light at the tunnel but I do not see one.