Lately I been inside of this bobble and I don't want to go out cause the comfort of not having a shit about anything is better than appreciate the beauty of life in a sarcastic way or how terrified I am for stupid reasons that I can't understand
Feeling so many things I'm not gonna lie right now I just wanna close my eyes and let it all out, be able to go through my nightmares and face then instead of open my eyes a thousands times .
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Funny shit when all you wanna do is vent to someone and all u have is the silence of your room and that painful noise you do to swallow the tears and cry the slow and unnoticed way possible , closing your eyes while tears in them ,breathing deep and slowly trying to calm all the shit going around you mind
yeah what a beautiful reality
