Day 32
Big Hit"I want to know the truth then!", Yoongi's anger now spoke along the thumping of his fist on the couch.
"Yoongi ya!", she waved her head to the left and to the right.
"Now!", Yoongi yelled this time.
Her body shivered on his shout and so did the rest's.
"Why didn't you come that day to the bus stop? Why did you break your promise? Did you?"
"I agree that I didn't".
"Huh? How easily you kept your point isn't it? Now the main question pops up, WHY!?"
SoMi kept mumb, not even a single word could slip off her mouth which infuriated him further.
"WHY!!?", he banged his hands on the table.
A sudden loud bang noise and the hall came to a stand still until Jin came to the rescue.
"Yoongi! That's enough. Khamane!!", Jin jumped in between the conversation.
"Aniya hyung, this is once and for all. It's my right to know the truth......", Yoongi was amidst the talking when SoMi interrupted in between.
"My father died that day Yoongi", she looked straight into his eyes.
"The person whom you once called 'uncle'.....died", she added with her gaze now getting intense.
"Wh-a--", he couldn't even compete his word when she cut him again.
"I loved you Yoongi....I perhaps did! But you know what? That day, the love for my father won over the love I had for you and I know one day when you'll have a daughter...y-you'll understand what it takes for that girl to choose in between the love that raised her and the one which she will raise her life with a guy"
"SoMi...", Yoongi's anger faded from soaring high tide waves to tiny splashes reaching the sand and then faintly disappearing all at once.
"What else do you want to know Yoongi? What did I do after that, huh?", her eyes turned cherry red as she continued.
Yoongi couldn't help but stare at her blankly. He was lost in a maze of questions that circled his mind and the answers that SoMi gave. He felt at loss after her words pierced his heart.
"SoMi ya", he closed his eyes tight.
"After his funeral I tried reaching you Yoongi and you know what who helped me? Seong Joon, the guy that you hated the most, the guy which was a prick in your eye but Yoongiya your rivalries didn't come in between. He took care of me when you were away, he brought me to Seoul in search of you, he cared for me when I slept on the benches in the city but you...", she broke down.
"Yo-Yoongi, you", she sniffed, "you switched off your cellphone, changed your number....You don't even know how helpless and hopeless I felt after leaving my family in search for you. I was let down by every thought of losing you and during that tines Seong Joon saved me from falling into those endless pits, he saved me from cursing myself, pitying myslef and labelling myself a maniac", she wiped her tears before continuing.
"I didn't have an option but to go back to Daegu but do you feel my life was anything less than a mess and misery? People boycotted me, they talked on my back, they blamed my dead father for the same and I had no option but to marry Seong Joon, the decision which I neither accepted not denied because nobody else knew what was going in my mind, nobody and it was MIN YOONGI!", she looked at him with teary eyes that were ready to flow.
"SoMi, why didn't you contact me after I got into big hit??? You should have done that, I still loved you then SoMiya!! I did!!! I still do!!!", he shouted but then cried.
"Is it that easy? The only pride I was left with was being a wife of a man that loved me and I in return couldn't and a mother who loved his child and could cross any borders...a-and a-and after all that should I have tagged myself as a gold-digger who left her family? I ain't that weak Yoongiya, I wasn't when my father died, I wasn't when you left me and I wasn't when Seong Joon died", she halted at died and went down on her knees crying.
"Seong J-J-eon d-died??", Yoongi went down as well.
"My husband died Yoongi...Seong Joon died, my only friend died, he died saving us, he died in a fire outbreak saving us, saving your love, saving me. I then lost all the hopes and hopes, what much you'd have expected from me?", she held her head in between both her knees moaning and sobbing until Yoongi came ahead and hugged her tightly.
"I'm sorry SoMi. Mianhae!! Mianhae Seong Joona! I'm such a fool", Yoongi cried with her and his arms entangled her.
"It was hard Yoongi, very hard and with Chan-woo I couldn't take it anymore. I needed to fix things before going away but at a point I just couldn't and I had to leave him to you or else nobody from us both could've survived! Yoongiya, where were you then, it was hard...I missed you, I couldn't let go, it was hard", she kept on repeating the same.
"Mianhae SoMi ya!! Mianhae but my feelings for you never did change and the people standing over here are a proof. I bed you please stay with me, please don't leave, will you?", Yoongi lifted her chin up, wrapped his fingers around her face and wiped her tears with his thumbs.
"Yoongi ya", she took a deep breath.
"Jeon SoMi, will you stay with me for the rest of my life, I've been tormented a lot, I've suffered a lot, I've been a jerk but one thing that I know is I love Chan-Woo, he always reminded me of you and I love you and that is all I need".
Chan-woo smiled and Yoongi chimed back.
"Your life won't be perfect Yoongi, we've been through hurdles and bumps throughout our lives, we won't...."
"Sssh, I never wanted my life to be perfect, I knew I wasn't perfect, I knew you weren't perfect but I wanted a livable life, a life with you even when I'm dying, I wanted you to be besides me, I wanted a happy life and never a perfect one"
"Aniya, you deserve a better one"
"So do you!"
she took his hand in hers,"Aniya Yoongi, we both need time, we both need a window to breathe, we both need moments to contemplate what happened, to think about, to reflect on ourselves",
"SoMi ya!", Yoongi tried convincing her.
"Chan-Woo would still be the same with you, I won't come in between, I promise but what you just said will take time Yoongi, it'll take some time for me to stitch my wounds, mend all the cracks, give me some time, will you?"
"I'll wait, even if it takes another 20 years of my life....I'll wait"
While every other person was standing quite in the hall, Chan-woo smiled watching them patch up and lastly clapped at the end before speaking last words before he left with his mother.
"Omma!!", Chan-woo called.
"Appa!!", he called again.
"Aigoo, who will tell them that even their destiny wants to connect them", Jin and the rest pouted as thier eyes twinkled on Chan-Woo's reaction.
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