I didn't know what really happens pero ang alam ko lang nasasaktan ako, at bigla nalang tutulo ang luha ko ma di ko alam kung bakit.
I wipe my tears at bumaba na sa kama ko. My phone rings kaya pinulot ko ito sa lamesa.
"Yes Ma?" matamlay kong sagot nitom
"Nak I heard the news are you alright darling?" is she talking about last night?
"Ma naman of course i'm fine" sabi ko dito kahit di naman ngumingiti.
"Okey, but mama's here okey? I'll be home this monday I'm planning going back to US nak. Would you like to come with me?"
Natahimik naman ako sa sinabi ni mama.
"Y-yes Ma, i would love to" naiiyak na talaga kaya naman . Kahit sa phone inaalo ako ni mama
"Nak, you get through on this mama loves you remember that" napahikbi parin ako pero pinilit ko paring makasagot kay mama
"O-opo, M-ma ang s-sakit lang k-kasi"sabi ko .
"I'll be home soon. Nak, Keep strong anak.. I 'll be here for you. See you soon nak iloveyou " i whisper Iloveyou too kay mama at bago ko pa ibaba ang telepono ko. Humihikbi na ako panay punas ako nang luha ngunut di parin ito matapostapos.
I pull myself together at pinilit ang sarili na pumunta sa kusina upang kumain kahit nang hihina na ako.
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Nag mukmuk ako sa kwarto ko hanggang sa naisipan kong gumawa nang Redignation para sa paaralang tinuturuan ko. I was typing on my computer nang may nag pop na message.
"I'm sorry baby, I don't know if you believe in me, but I'm very sorry"
he send me those message at pinigilan ko ang sarili ko nag mag reply sa kanya. Yun lang matapos ang lahat. Hanngang dun lang talaga. Napaka komplikado nang lahat at ako ang kawawa , ako lagi ang nasasaktan at naiiwan. I just ignore his message and didn't reply instead I block him on facebook and to all my other
social media accounts.
"Siguro nga, hanggang dito nalang. I LEFT everything UNSAID to all the feelings I've been holding on. to you
Siguro nga ... hanggang dito nalang" i whisper on myself and close my computer.
I'm now facing my closet and get my things put all of it on my handy bag at sa maleta na dala ko.
"I have to do this for my own Ari,For my own good and for you also"
"Damn you Ari"
A tear fell from my eyes as I wipe it, i close my baggage and waiting for a monday to happen.
BINABASA MO ANG
Left Unsaid (Short Story)
RomanceThis is a work of fiction. Names, characters,business,places, events and incidents are either the products of a author's imagination or used in fictitious manners. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead or actual events are purely coinci...
