My dream came true

Chapter 39- one sided love?

Blue Mary's POV.

I'm currently hear at the kitchen, holding a glass of wine. When suddenly someone snatched it and when I look who the fuck took it I saw Erika smirking at me.

"I didn't know that your alcoholic nonna" She said while smirking and sipping on the glass of wine.

"Tss, I'm not alcoholic cuz I'm not Erika " I said with a teasing smile.

"Tss, I'm not alcoholic I'm just obsess with wines " She explained.

"Anyways why are you drinking?, do you have a problem?, are you stress? " Erika ask while drinking her wine

"Actually I'm kinda stress and confuse. " I said while drinking my own wine.

"Nonna, tell me what is bothering you I'll make sure to help you" She said with a assuring smile.

~flash back~

We're currently on the big hit's party, and all of us are dancing and doing our thing suddenly Jin said something that make me look at him.

"Blue Mary can we talk at the back it the venue? " He ask with a hopeful eyes how can I say no?

"Sure, let's go" I said and we walk at the back of the venue their is a awkward silence between us. But jin suddenly look at me with tears in his eyes.

"Jin?, are you ok? " I ask.

"Im not ok, it's just 2 and a half months since you and me meet, but I'm starting to feel weird with you. You always make me smile in simple things, your smiles and laugh are beautiful for me, your clingy and sweet attitude makes me soft, everything change when I meet you, everything that impossible becomes possible, you make me feel that I can be happy all the time, you make me feel proud of myself, you make me feel everything that I didn't feel with anyone before.... I think I like you" He said that make me cry too

I can't move

I can't do anything

I just look at him with a apologetic eyes.

I can't...

I can't...

I'm sorry but....

I can't love you back for now?

"Jin are you sure that you like me? " I ask with a worried expression.

"Yes, maybe it's to fast but I know it's true" He said and hold my hand.

"J-jin... I-" I said but get interrupted by Jin.

"I don't need an answer for now, I can wait, I can always wait " He said with a assuring smile.

"Jin it will take long, sorry I don't like you for now" I said that make him sigh.

"It's ok, I'll wait for you even if it takes forever. Promise I'll wait" Jin said with a sad but kinda happy smile

"Jin you don't have to, their are other girls who is in love with you, who is perfect with you, who can love you fully, who can make you happier, who can pay or give the love that you want. Jin... You deserve to be happy" I said with tears falling on my cheeks like waterfall.

"Your my happiness, your the perfect one for me, you can make me the happiest man in the world, your my world, you can love me... Not now but soon... I can wait... I will always wait. Because you worth the wait" He said that make me hug him.

"Ok Jin, I'll try my best to like you back. Thank you for everything " I said while hugging him.

"Hahaha, it's ok you deserve to be happy too" He said and let go of me.

"I'll always wait... " He said with assuring smile.

~ebd of flassback~

~present~

"Wow, that was romantic" Erika said while looking at me happily.

"But not good Erika you know I'm not that supper moved on to my past one sided love" I said that make her look at me seriously.

"Nonna, as you said it's PAST, you have to move on actually you moved on but your still scared. Scared of getting hurt again, scared of being stupid for love again, scared of being rejected again, your supper scared to the point your closing the door for others to not come and to that you push ayaw all of the people that can  help you to stand and be strong again. Nonna if you open that door you'll find someone that can make you happy again that can make you feel safe and secure again, that can make you feel everything is possible because Jin oppa is right you deserve to be happy and your right too he deserve to be happy too, why don't you both help each other to be happy?. You can help him and he will help you, like In a relationship give and take not like one sided that your the one who give and you don't take. You both deserve to be happy " Erika said that slap me on the face, she's right I'm just scared.

"I guess see you tomorrow we have to sleep, sleep nonna you look like a zombie" She said while giving me a smirk.

"Ok" I said and she went to her bedroom.

She's right maybe I just have to open the door on my heart to make me and the others happy, she's good at this and I'm thankful for that.

Thank you for reading hope you enjoy as always I didn't back read or edit this so sorry for the wrong grammars and spellings, and sorry for the late update see you at the next chapter💜💜💜