(November 2016)
We are here at the Asia Artist Awards to perform when a group of guys walked in front of us so we paid respect to them by bowing.
"Aigoo~~ good luck BLACKPINK! You can do this fighting!" Jackson oppa from Got7 said and I just gave him a high five since he is my cousin in father side and I smiled to his members.
"Thank you, sunbaenim. Fighting Got7!" Chaeyoung unnie said.
After that encounter we immediately went to the backstage but suddenly another group of guys are heading to our direction and they are not just a normal group, they are the KINGS of the 3rd Generation in Kpop, they are EXO.
I am shy right now, because Kai sunbae is one of them. I'm shy 'cause I still haven't say thank you to him when he gave me a dog as a gift during my 18th birthday last January 16, 2014, and guess what he told me through the included letter to name the dog with his name so I have no choice. He was invited because he is the friend of my cousin Kasper and he took the spot to be my first dance in my eighteen roses. We had some encounters before I debuted but I am still shy in front of him.
They are already in front of us so me and members bowed to them and they do the same. I noticed that Chanyeol, Sehun, Xiumin and Suho oppas were laughing at Jongin after he smiled to me.
We were about to cheer on each other but one of the staff called us because we need to change our clothes already so we bid our goodbyes fastly.
But I heard the words that Kai told to his hyungs who laughed at him he said,
"Yah! Stop teasing me I already have Krystal and it's been years already."
"Really? Don't be blind Jonginah, we can see it. We are not blind." I heard Xiumin oppa said.
What does that mean?
"Aishh! Jendeuki let's go!" Jisoo unnie said as she pull my hand.
******* (Performance vid on the multimedia)
We are finally here at the stage to perform, I can feel that my heart pounds really fast. This is our first performance in an award show so I don't want to mess this up.
I am already standing in my position and I can clearly see EXO and of course he is also there, he saw me looking at him so he smiled.
I heard our song is already starting. I became more nervous when I saw that Lisa is having a mic problem and when my part started I rap but I noticed that there is also something wrong with my mic, I am low key panicking but I still continue when I saw him and it looks like he is cheering me to continue.
Our performance is already done and we need to go back at the backstage and I can't help to tear up because our first performance was kinda a mess because my mic isn't working properly.
My makeup stylist approached me immediately. She wiped my tears
"It's not your fault Jennie-ssi. Stop crying it's okay." She keep on wiping my tears. She smiled on me and her smile made me okay, I really like her smile it makes me feel comfortable and safe.
"Thank you unnie." I smiled
"There! Just smile sweetie. So now let's fix your makeup you still have an award to receive."
We will get our award right now and I became nervous again because I am embarrassed about what happened earlier.
We received our award and the people noticed that I nearly cried on the stage. Because of that I think this situation should be a lesson to me, that everything has their eyes on us now so we need to be more professional.
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