I don't really have any true friends.
A friend is supposedly someone who cares about you.
I've never really had one of those.
My friends lily, esme, andrea turned out to be back stabbers or a flip flop kind of friend liking me one day bullying me the next.
My friend Natalia and Tuva I've lost touch with. Natalia hasn't called me back and Tuva never wrote me back, though I think she might have died when the suicide bomber happened in Norway.
Shanice long lost friend from Girl Scouts but I can tell she doesn't really like me as a friend because i when she moved to Washington, D.C. She never really talks to me anymore. She hasn't texted me in over a year. Maybe two.
Payton yeah I guess u qualified at one time as my friend but the whole I'm never talking to you again situation made me realize you wouldn't really care if I died since it was so easy to ingnore me.
Ashley hates me and I know it. She never liked me and calling me an attention who're made me realize it.
Hatsumomo and soba. You guys are awesome. But I bet I could go a whole day not saying anything and you wouldn't ask what's wrong. I mean all I say is hi and see ya.
Everyone else you probably have similar things though ritz, bootz, vampire, clay... U do ask what's wrong but you never really wonder why. At least you don't really second ask me now are you really fine or are you just saying that.
I guess I expect too much. But I feel so alone.
