Truth
12, a part way way far into my story i was cowriting on google docs/rp with claychan
"Death, darkness, lies, abandonment. That's all I knew, but I met you and things seemed to be going great. Till I found out who you really were, dear brother."
"Brother?" Rin asked confused.
"Rin. I have blue flames, I am a demon. Blue flames are a sign of satan."
*rin still not getting it*
"Rin do you remember when you asked when If I was adopted since I mentioned my 'real father'" Rin nods. "Why I said 'real' father was because my real father is satan. I am the daughter of satan."
"Hiyuri.... How could you..?"
"I guess that in a way I betrayed you. I am sorry for all the trouble I put you through. I thought you would be able to let me go. That if you thought I died you would no longer care. But you still cared."
"Hiy-"
"No, let me finish Rin" hiyuri says interrupting him. "I never once in my life knew love. Even when I was 'human'. All I knew was hate and apathy. I had never really lived." Hiyuri continued, not making eye contact... Instead staring at the scenery. "I had been mistreated by my 'parents' and when I was seven father helped me kill my family and anyone who ever bullied or abused me.... I then went to live in Gehenna... I became friends with amaimon and Mephisto, if your brothers can count as friends. And I was trained by father. I became an exorcist on a whim and I helped dad kill on the blue night.. My hands are soiled with too much blood Rin. I am a demon, when has a demon ever fallen in love? When has apathy turned to love, when has a sociopathic maniac ever been capable of love?" Hiyuri looks into his eyes. "I decided i shouldn't love, it would just end up causIng too much trouble. So I tried to stay away. But I've been exposed to you too long and I can't live with out you." A tear rolls down hiryuris cheek and she lowers her voice and gaze. "This love is too wrong. Please just tell me there's no hope for me. That you hate me. Just get it over with and I will promise to stay away from you."
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RandomThese are some poems and quotes I love. Suicidal thoughts, depression, anime quotes, That kind of stuff.