Alone

Chapter 9 - " Just understand!!"

When the papers are all done,  Jimin decided to go back to the dorm... Cause he had no choice but to stay, because BangPD really needs an idol like him and this is his dream to join a boy band who happens to be popular... Obviously they are... Armies are dying just to see them.. ( A/N : Even me.. XD ) So he really wants to be known all over the world...

He had high expectations before he joined the group... But it all disappeared when the members started to bully and beat him up..

But now, his mind is so messed up.. He can't think straight and make his decision unconsciously...

While he was waiting for a vehicle to ride in... The other members didn't really care where he is or what his state is right now.. But Jimin didn't expect them to...

- At the dorm -

" Where is he? " Jin asked angrily

" I don't know! " Jungkook replied " But why do you even care?! "

" Me? Do I look like I care? I don't.. It's just, what if PDNim went here.. What are we going to do? Huh? Are you even thinking?! Just mind your own business and in the first place you're not the one that I'm talking to OK?! And you shouldn't shout at your hyung like that! " Jin rolled his eyes and sighed as he leaned back over the couch..

" Why is he angry at us?! We apologized right?! "

" Just let him be angry!.. Besides he'll come back soon when he realizes that he's wrong that he rejected us and apologize to us..." Suga smirked

" But aren't we too much? " V asked worriedly, it doesn't mean that he cares or whatever it's just he's just worried about the consequences that they're gonna have

" Why? We are apologizing yet he doesn't accept it! So why are we too much?! " Jungkook shouted even if V's way older than him

V looked down and regretting on what he just said earlier...

Their hearts are really like a rock, they doesn't have feelings anymore... They don't care about anything only themselves, they don't respect anyone... But their parents didn't raised each one of them like that, even their teachers didn't taught them like that... They really changed... BTS really changed.. They're not the BTS that we know...

After a while, Jimin went back to the dorm avoiding each one of them...

" Hey hey hey slow down, where do you think you're going? " Jungkook blocked him

" Get out of the way! "

" Oh look who's back!  " Suga clapped his hands " Why did you comeback? Is it because you missed us?  Or you wanna get beaten up again? "

" Stop! "

" Oh come on Jimin just accept our apology so PDNim won't scold us again."  RM added

" And why would I? I'm not an idiot! "

" What did you say? You're not an idiot? " Suga laughed " Look, who we're the one who got beaten up all the time? And who we're the one who fell on our ' FAKE ' apology?  Huh?! Who was it?!... So you can't answer huh?! " Suga slapped him hard " Answer! "

" I am! Yes I was scared! But I kept getting up!... I know I'm to weak to fight back...  But I always tried to! Did you know what happened to her? " Jimin laughed " Oh yeah I remember, you don't even care right?!  I just wished that you switch places!! I wish you were the one who is suffering!  I wish you were the one who died... " Jimin stopped and cried hard, he looked down and let the tears fall freely from his eyes...