Little things

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Jake's P.O.V

This isn't right. I feel all happy and bubbly when I see that Michael kid, and I get jealous when I see Jeremy touch him.
Shit.
I'm in love

I really don't know what to think about that, having gay feelings, I mean. Like, I've bullied people for acting gay before.

It wrong to be gay, right.

I'm so confused, my thoughts move around like glacier as I stare at the red hoodie in front of me. Stop that, Jake. Being gay is wrong and sick. Your not gay.

~time skip~

My attempts to rid my thoughts of the nerd were futile. His table is a lot closer to mine than I remember. I see him and Jeremy arranging their backpacks to spell out BOYFRIENDS.

"Pretty good, huh?" Rich's voice jolts out of my trace. I give a half hearted "yeah" and a weak chuckle. It wasn't that funny, to be honest. But Rich seemed proud of it.

Michael looks so upset about it.

Then he starts telling Jeremy about something, he looks cute when he's excited. I hate these gay feelings, I wish I could just turn it off (a/n like a light switch, just go click, it's neat little Mormon trick)

Michael's P.O.V

Jeremy walks over to the sign up sheet, he writes his name on it and is  immediately swept into a torrent of laughter and Rich shouting "GAAAAAY"

Jeremy looks embarrassed by this whole ordeal, and I don't blame him. I walk over and wrap my arms around him planting a small kiss on his head. In a platonic way, of course.

Jake's P.O.V

Just as I was leaving I saw Michael hug Jeremy and kiss him on the top of the head, and my jealousy flare up. It was going to kill me if I couldn't have a good relationship with him.