Where Yo Loyalty Lie

What Now?

Just a friendly reminder DON'T play the music till I say so.   So it can match the scene❤️
Tamia
     I woke up bright and early this morning and started my morning routine. Today I was going to go to Tra'Jon's house and tell him about my encounters with Elijah.
    I did what my momma said, and slept on it. I thought about it long and hard in my sleep, and decided it would be best to just be honest with Tra'Jon. Rather than lie to his face.
   Honestly I wanted to see both of them. I was in love with Tra'Jon, but Elijah made my adrenaline run. Which was something I barely felt with Tra'Jon.
    Now I know it doesn't make since as to why I'm still with him, but Tra'Jon is my baby. He's been there since day 1, and has been through almost everything with me. And I-
    I was knocked outta my thoughts when Joselyn came rushing in the bathroom and started throwing up.
    I held her hair while she threw up, and when she was done I passed her a paper towel to wipe her face. "Damm sis you okay?" I said getting the toothpaste out of the cabinet.
   "Yes just early morning sicken from the baby. I have a doctors appointment today @2. So I was going to go to Trevon's house @12, tell him, see how he take it, then see if maybe he wanted to go to the appointment with me. The doctors supposed to be doing a check up on me and the baby and give me some medicine for the throwing up." Joselyn said while wiping her face and washing her hands.
    "Well I hope everything goes accordingly." I said while running some bath water. "Yea, I hope so too." Joselyn said while walking out.
   Once Josely was out I got undressed and decided to soak in the tub, I really need the relaxer.
   I soaked in the tub for about 40-45 minutes then got out. I walked to my mom room and told her good morning. "Hey baby, did you decide what you going to do?" My momma asked while scrolling through instagram feed.
  "Ummm yea, actually I'm about to head over there now if it wasn't a problem." I said while readjusting my towel that was unraveling.
   "Yeah baby go head and go over there. And be honest, tell him the truth."
   "I know momma. I will." And with that I walked out and headed to my room. I decided to text Tra'Jon and see if we could still meet at our spot.
•Text mode•
Me- good morning bby😘, can we still meet at our spot?
My baby (Tra'Jon)❤️- morning beauty, Nd yea we can meet. I thought you wanted to meet last night so I had showed up but you weren't there. So I thought you stood me up.😕
Me- no bby, I'm sorry I thought I texted you and told you tomorrow. I guess the text never went through, or I didn't hit send. I'm sorry❤️
My baby (Tra'Jon)❤️- you good bby.
Me- okay well I guess I'll see you in about an hour. Sounds good?
My baby (Tra'Jon)❤️- sounds perfect.
                • End of text Mode•
    I put my phone down and started getting ready. Today I decided to go with something simple and wear a 'Tommy Hilfiger' set with a black camie under the jacket, some grey pumas, and curled my hair.

    I grabbed my phone and car keys and headed out. "Ite, bye momma I'm gone. See you later Joselyn." I yelled through the house while walking down stairs and heading for the door.
    "Okay baby be safe." I heard my momma yell from upstairs. "Okay momma" I said and walked out and headed to my car.
  I started the engine and texted Tra'Jon and told him I was on my way.
I put my phone down and backed out of the driveway and was now heading to face my fears, but before I went and did that I stopped by McDonald's and got a small orange juice and a sausage McGriddle.
     Once I got my food I headed towards the park. Which was me & Tra'Jon favorite spot. I let my mind wonder to how I was going to bring everything up. What I was going to say.

Hey guys so that's the end of this chapter... short?? Ik but I have a lot in store, just wait... I'm trying to get into the habit of posting more!!
Sorry y'all❤️