what I'm leaving at the alter

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no this is not part of this story i just thought i spill my feelings out here why cuz i can't  call on no one but God yes i am religious and its not like i bash or shame people for what they do because i don't i love people in the eyes of Jesus and i do so because i want other to do the same. i just been struggling spiritually and in academic wise struggling to  choose who is and isn't right for me i forgive all those who have done wrong prayed hateful and harmful things over me  and everyone who has or is thinking about trying to go against me i ask for forgiveness i have hurt people and i forgive me and some o them have too but i have no acknowledge all of this together . so really remember just because we wear smiles we wear the latest fashion we seem like we perfect we struggle and go through things too we just got so used to the downs instead of ups that we wear this smiling mask . 

or for those out there dealing with depression or feeling alone or feeling abused let me tell you something you matter you are beautifully made you are smart and awesome let me tell you something the thoughts the cuts the suffocation the strangulation the suicide  you can fight it you are more stronger than what you might think and instead of reacting to the people who encourage the dumb  actions like these ignore block and delete them let me tell u just because you report them to authority   doesn't make u a snitch it make u a hero u stood up for urself because even if you ignore them there could be a person that isn't as strong as you and stop being afraid to speak up. you not afraid  to record fight to have sex or get pregnant or have kids or fight at a young so be an example . be bold in the righteous way im giving u an idea of what  to do to be better . 

good luck to you  i hope this gave you hope to hold on 

 sincerely Ms. Bold

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