Don't (Yerin x Fem Reader)

Part 3

The members of (Y/G/N) told the others about the reason Y/n died.

Sowon : So she took that medecine to kill herself...

She looked down and clentched her fists.

Irene : Yet...she smiled like nothing was happening...

Seulgi hugged her crying and Irene didn't even tried to hold the tears.

Yeri : She tried to save Jonghyun...why did she ended up like him...I hate them two so much...

Yeri cried and hugged Joy. They heard the scream of pain coming from the room and they knew it was Yerin yet they just cried there listening to Yerin's beging for Y/n to come back. Yet nothing happened and the dead body didn't move. The next day the fans and other idols knew finally what was happening and they cheered up all Y/n's friends with good messages. Days after, Y/n's funeral was being set up. Yerin didn't get out of her room since Y/n's death. She was thinking if she should go or just keep on her bed. She looked at her phone seeing the photo of her and Y/n smilling in a parc. She stood up then dressed up in black and didn't even tried to put on make up, that eventually would be dumb. She saw the others ready to go.

Umji : Yerin-unnie...you're coming... ?

She asked carefully to not hurt more Yerin. Yerin nodded slowly and they entered the car. They arrived and all of the persons there looked at Yerin since they didn't saw her in Gfriend's schedule. Yerin went to the front seeing where Y/n was in. She gulped feeling the crying feel coming. They putthe coffin where Y/n's body was in the car and closed the door. That was her limit and she started to cry again. SinB went to her crying too and hugged her tightly rubbing her back. Yerin took a letter from her pocket and gave it to Y/n's mother.

Yerin : Put it with her after that...please...

Y/n's mother hugged Yerin tightly and nodded.

Y/n's mother : Thank you for taking care of my children Yerin-ssi.

Yerin : If I really did take care of her she wouldn't be dead now...I'm so sorry...

Y/n's mother wipped Yerin's tears but more of them came out. They left and Yerin looked at the car then she gave up and cried more. Sowon took her like that she'll not fall.

Yerin : Sowon...

Sowon's heart tighten when she heard Yerin's broken voice.

Sowon : Cry...

Yerin : I love her so much...

Sowon nodded.

Sowon : I know...We all loved her but you had a special love for her...I think she understood how you want to protect her...

Yerin : But I failed...and she's dead because of me...

Sowon : No Yerin...it's not your fault...you don't failed, you succeed...she just...had other problems...

After that they returned home and Yerin just cried again and again. After a few mounths without being seen on TV Yerin appeared on Golden Disc Awards. Her eyes were tired and didn't have that beagle sparkle in them but instead a depressed and sad one. All the fans noticed it even other fandoms noticed it and other idols too. They all seemed worried about her in some way. Then IU made her cry again, IU winned and thanked everyone, then at the end she talked about the two losses they suffered, Y/n and Jonghyun, then she sang her song sadly. Yerin again started crying and Sowon and Sinb hugged her tightly, Joy went to her and wipped her tears but more rolled down, Jihyo went to them too and tried to cheer up Yerin but nothing, the girl kept on crying. Yuju, Eunha and Umji went close to each other to hide Yerin. The Blackpink members looked at them worried and sad, Lisa was at the verge of crying too. Nayeon already was crying hiding it on Jeongyeon's chest. Yeri gave up and Irene hold her tightly holding in her tears. Seulgi did her best to hide the tears but some of them rolled down and Wendy wipped them. The boys looked at them worried, Jin clentched his fists and hold Jungkook's hand tightly to hold the tears.

Jungkook : Jin...

Jungkook hugged him smilling sadly while V was hugging Jiminwho was crying. IU ended the song crying too. Then all of them exit the stageand Yerin fell to her knees.