Unexpected

Sometimes you just dont know what to do.

Shawn left after awhile of making me feel better. He kissed my cheek then left. 20 minutes later someone else came in but I didn't know who because I was sleeping. I wasn't in a deep sleep though. The person sat on my bed and caressed my face as they cupped it. "Only if you knew Ella." now I know who this is.

Taylor.

I stirred in bed and fluttered my eyes open. "Sorry didn't mean to wake you." he said sweetly. I was still wondering what he meant earlier by 'Only if you knew'. What didn't I know? "Taylor." I rubbed my eyes. "Yes beautiful." "What don't I know?" I asked tiredly. He sighed, "It's not my place to tell you Ella." "what do you mean 'not my place' what is it Taylor. Common remember the time when we were 7 and made that fake contract-" "and told each other that we wouldn't keep any secrets from each other." He finished. "Well tell me Taylor!" I'm kinda nervous of what it is. "It's not my secret though." He said. "Tayyyy please tell me." I said pouting and making my bottom lip pop out. "Your cute." He chuckled lightly while poking my lip. "Taylor." I said sternly. "Cameron can't keep relationships sometimes. He always ends up hurting someone and I would hate for that to be you. I love you Ella and I would hate for that to happen." We stared at each other for awhile. The my phone got a alert. "What was that?" he asked. "Umm- twitter alert." I said while reading it on my lock screen. I saw what it said. 'Is Cameron dating someone?' I was tagged in it and so was Cameron. I went on twitter and saw the picture. I froze. Warm tears started coming down my cheeks as I, just, stared at the picture. Taylor whipped the phone out of my hands and into his. "What the fuck Cameron!" he yelled and stomped out of the room going to find Cameron. "Taylor stop! don't hurt him!" I yelled chasing Taylor out if the room. I followed Taylor to the kitchen seeing Cameron leaning against the counter eating a apple on his phone. Oh God!

"Taylor stop." I whispered sternly into his ear. He didn't listen to me.

"What the fuck man?! What a man-whore you are!"

"What the hell are you talking about?" Cameron asked confused.

"There is a picture of you making out with another girl! what's wrong with you?!" taylor yelled coming close to cameron. Cameron didn't answer the question. He looked scared. Wait what? Why did he look scared? oh shit stuff is about to happen. Taylor punched Cameron in the face making Cameron drop to the floor not expecting it. Taylor soon jumped on Cameron punching him in the face.

Left then right. Left then right

I needed to stop this. I knew I was probably gonna get hurt but it was worth it. I jumper and tackled Taylor. they both stood up fast and so did it. I stood in the middle of them and put one hand on each chest. They both were still fuming with energy. I was scared.

"Shawn! SHAWN, MATT, JACK G!" I yelled their names and I finally heard quick feet stuttering on the stairs coming down. They ran into the kitchen and before we knew it, Cameron and Taylor were going at each other again. Good thing before they could hit each other I jumped out of the way and the boys grabbed them both.

Cameron and Taylor were both pretty bruised up. Cameron had a cut about his left eyebrow with some blood coming out his nose. Taylor's lip was busted and he had a black eye.

Idiots.

"Nash, can you get Cameron cleaned up while I get Taylor?" I said while holding Taylor's arm. "Of course. I'll go in the bathroom upstairs. The first aid kit is under the sink right?" He asked while walking up the stairs. "Wow I didn't think you could stoop down so low Ella. That's sad." Cameron said slowly following Nash upstairs. I turned to Taylor "let's get you cleaned up." I was trying my best not to cry. I brought him to the bathroom and he hopped on the sink counter. I bent down and opened the cabinet and grabbed the first aid kit letting some tears to fall. Before I got up I wiped my face. I placed the kit on Taylor's lap. I stood in between his legs and rummaged through the kit. I felt his gaze so I slightly looked up to Taylor. His big eyes were looking down on me. I looked back down at the kit as I blushed a deep red.

Wait why am I blushing?

What's wrong with me I like Cameron?

Don't I?

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I found the cotton balls and alcohol. I put the alcohol on the cotton ball and slowly looked back up at Taylor. I reached up and slowly dabbed the side of his lip gently. He put his hand on my cheek and caressed it moving his thumb in small circles. I was looking at his lip the whole time and when he did that I looked up shocked. His eyes locked with mine. He slowly moved in and so did I. But all I thought if was

This isn't right.

Our foreheads were attached and our loose were 1 inch apart.

I wanted this moment.

I wanted it so bad.

I craved it.

But it wasn't right.

"Taylor" I whispered as our lips were about to touch. I couldn't do this to Cameron. But I also couldn't do it to Taylor.

I pulled apart and he looked at me with pleading eyes. "Don't do this Ella. Please just come back," his voice cracked "I love you please." "Taylor I can't do this to Cameron. I know he did the same this, I know it wasn't right but this isn't any more right than what he did,I can't do this." I walked out of the bathroom with years coming down my eyes. And at the moment, I realized something. Cameron did this to me.

Taylor wouldn't.

Cameron wasn't always there for me.

But Taylor was.

Cameron could get any girl without any care in the world.

But Taylor does. I realized that he actually does. Because right now as I'm running up the stairs and go I to my room and fall on the floor historically crying, that Taylor has always cared about a girl. And that was

me.