I was sitting on the old rocking chair sitting on my front porch. My curled up hair blew in the breeze that blew by. I gave out a little shiver and rubbed both of my arms. I was wearing my navy blue Aeropostale dress, Sam's favorite. It was a thick strapped dress, it came a little bit above my knees, then had two strands of thick ribbon that you pulled it to the back then tied it. Sam thought it looked hot on me.
Tonight was a very special night. Sam and I have officially been dating for 10 months, which is really good. I am the luckiest girl ever to have Sam in my life. He is so sweet, charming, understanding, loving, trust-worthy, and brave.
I heard my phone go off in my little brown handbag. I unzipped it and looked at my phone. I made a confused face and then answered it. "Alex?" I asked. It was Alex that was calling me, and I was confused because he never called me without notice, unless it was something really important. "Yeah" He said. He sounded really upset, and he sounded like he was crying. "What's wrong?" I asked, with my voice getting more concerned. "It's about Sam.." He said as he sniffled. "What?" I said getting scared.
"Well, he got in a really bad accident" He said, and this time he started crying. I froze. I stayed frozen for a minute or two, then eventually my phone fell out of my hand. That woke me up out of my scared trans. I picked up my phone and put it back my my ear. I let out a fake chuckle. "You're kidding, right? PLEASE TELL ME YOU'RE KIDDING!" I asked, then started getting furious then I felt like I was gonna puke.
I was waiting for Alex to say "No, I'm just kidding. He's on his way to pick you up right now" and then hear a chuckle. But oh, no. That's the opposite of what I heard. "Um... No... I'm not.." Alex said, taking a pause in between his first few words said. "Actually..." Alex said, his voice was getting higher pitched, and he let out a big sob. "Alex... what happened?" I said loudly and slowly. "Well..." he said taking a few second break to clear his throat. "There was a drunk driver on the road.." he said, sounding more upset. "Okay?" I asked. "Well... He ran into Sam..." Alex said, and he let out another big sob. "WHAT?! OH MY GOD IS HE OKAY?!" I yelled. Then I heard a dog bark in a distance. "We aren't sure yet.." Alex said, then got really quiet. "Wait.. We? Are you with him?" I asked. "Well, I was driving behind him. Our plan was he was going to go to your house and I would follow him.. then he would leave his car there then I would drop you two off at the restaraunt." He responded with sorrow. "Is he consious?" I asked. "No.." he said quietly. "Well, I gotta go.. I'll call you later. Bye, love ya like a sister" he said as he hung up. "Wait Ale-" I didn't even get to finish my sentence..
I was so worried.. was Sam okay? I ran upstairs and kneeled in front of my bed. I closed my eyes and put my hands together. "God, I know I don't ask for much, but I ask that you watch over Sam.. and please keep my baby alive. You know how much I love him, so please keep him. Thanks.. Amen" I said as I opened my eyes and took my hands apart.
About 10 minutes later I got a call from Alex.
"ALEX!! IS HE OKAY?!" I shouted. I heard him let out a loud sigh. I heard him sob a few times. "No" I heard him say. "What? What do you mean?!" I questioned.
"(Y/N)..." I heard him say with a pause. "Sam's gone.."
