Problem? - Jesse lingard

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Previously in problems...

No jess, it's not okay. Because she doesn't know everything. You don't know everything' she says and my stomach twists into a knot.

'What do you mean?'

'Never mind, just leave it jess'

'No, Lils tell me'

'Some things are better off staying as a secret. I'm doing this for you, trust me' she says and ends the phone.

Why is there always something more. Some other secrets? Its like I'm in a constant battle with my life.
CONTINUED...
Jesse's pov:

As im walking back to the room i bump into someone, i look up to see who it is and its rashy.

'You good bro?' He says stoping me as i try to walk past him, i wish i could just explain everything to him, i should have told him when they first started to talk i was just not ready.

'Yeah im good, leave off'' i say brushing his hand off me, i look up and see his face change instantly

'Woah whats up with you?' He says confusion evident in his voice

'Rash i cant do this, i cant.' I say and i leave and walk out.

I go to the driver as i couldnt have brought my car here, and i tell him to drive me to the nearest town, i need to get my mind off of everything

Ari's pov:

Im sitting in the room with the boys, and i see dele come in.

'Dele have you seen jesse, he went off and hes taking long to come back' I say hoping he hasnt gone in to hiding

'Yeah hes talking to marcus in the front, you might  wanna check on him though he seems annoyed' he says and goes and sits down with the boys.

'When is he not annoyed' jadon says, well he whispered under his breath but we all heard. I look at him and he looks at me back then puts his head down in disappointment, i know he just wants the best for me, i just wish he would have some more trust in me that i know what im doing'

'Is everything alright with you boys we dont need any tension before the matches start. They are  big games guys' Harry says looking over in confusion at Jadon.

'Oh everythings alright with me, its Jesse you should be talking to'

'Jadon stop. Please' i say and he nods his head and looks back at Harry

'We'll be cool, its nothing too serious' and harry nods his head and the rest of the boys act like theyre minding  their own business when really we know they're listening.

I mouth a thank you to jadon and he returns it with a smile.

I go on my phone and decide to text jesse, since hes been speaking to Marcus for a long time. I ask him if hes alright and i put my phone away. As i look up i see Marcus walk in and he looks so confused. I gesture for him to come over and he comes and takes a seat next to me.

'You okay?' I ask him and he nods his head.

'Im fine, is everything alright with jess' he asks
'You guys havent got into another arguement have you?' He says worried

'No nothing like that, but i found out more information about things i needed to know. But we're cool now.'

'Good, what was it even about?'

'You need to ask Lily about that Marcus, its not my place to say' his face changes instantly when i say that, i can just picture his mind trying unravel what i just said and make sense of it.