he says he's never been in love and he's so young and I can still remember what it feels like when someone breaks your heart for the first time and I don't want to be that scar on his skin, I don't want to be the reason he feels like he can't feel ever again, I don't want to be that wound he keeps looking for absentmindedly while he writes songs about darkness and I don't want to get my own heart broken, which is probably the most selfish thing I've said in years but its true. I don't want him to break my heart any more than I want to break his heart and I'm tired of apologizing for wanting to keep my own heart whole.
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how can i keep from singing ~ troyler
Fanfictioni'd never fall in love with him anyway because boys like me only fall into beds, not love / troyler au-ish poetry bc why the heck not. i update very randomly and whenever i feel like it
