In my hands was the lethal weapon. It was small, but deadly, a little like me. Usually this gun was meant for self defense. My hands trembled and a cold sweat surged through my body.
The voices starred again. They shrieked, ordering me to pull the trigger, to join them in eternal unrest.
Do it.
Do it.
DO IT!
I put the gun in my mouth, angling it upwards. I was disappointed that the last thin I would taste was anything besides sweet. My hands shook as my finger found the trigger I closed as tears began spilling out.
Do it.
Do it.
DO IT NOW!
My own subconscious came to forethought now, but not to stop me. To make sure I said my goodbyes.
Goodbye dear Lizzie, I'm sorry I could never love you and devote myself to you like you did to me.
Goodbye Mey-Rin, Finny, Bladroy, Tanaka. I'll miss your constant smiles.
Even Pluto.
And especially...
Sebastian.
Goodbye Sebastian. Thank you for being there for me, doing whatever I asked without a question. Besides bring me my sweets.
The tears flowed down my face.
I pulled the trigger.
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FanfictionCiel can no longer stand the voices in his head. He wants to end it all. ×Angst Warning× If you are uncomfortable with suicide than I recommend to avoid this book. ×Gay Ship Warning× If you are uncomfortable with gay ships, homosexual relationship...
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