The Man That Broke Me.....

To the man that broke me

There's so many things I want to say to you, but every time I try to speak no words come out because I'm scared of what might happen if I do, I wish I could go back in time to December 25 2016 "the day that changed my life forever", so I could tell my frozen self "to snap out of it, and to not be afraid to stop it, you are stronger then him, and he will never take that away from you, you need to use your voice ,don't let him do this to you". But the reality is that you raped me and no matter how hard I try time travel isn't real, and no matter how many times you try to apologize or blame your actions on something else, it can't Change the fact that I see it replying over and over again in my head like a broken record, each time sinking deeper and deeper into the never ending darkness barely keeping afloat, but Maybe it's not your fault  that you have a sick mind, but it is your fault that you broke me because you acted on these sick thoughts, because you weren't strong enough to fight them, but I am strong. Thanks to you, I now know that you need to hit rock bottom in order to grow as a person, although I see what happened to me every day in my head, my dreams, and even when I blink, I'm doing better,  and although I forgive you I will never forget or trust people like I once did, but I'm not afraid anymore, I found my voice...