The Way Life Ends

The Darkness

It was dark. It wasn't the sky that was dark it was the feeling I got when I kissed him. My name is Jay and this is the story of how I died. So let me tell you my story from the beginning. I'm a freshman in high school and I hate my life. Everyone else's life is always cupcakes and rainbows but not mine. The universe won't allow it, it's impossible for me to have a glimpse of happiness but it's fine I don't deserve it. Anyway back to school, my best friend is Maggie and we have are little group like everyone else in high school. The kids we hand out with all the time. There's the cool kids, the chess club, the video game geeks, and us the weird loner book worms. In are group was Maggie's boyfriend Logan, Jase and Audrey, and finely Alex whose lesbian by the way. At the start of the year everything was fine. I was actually happy but like I said before the university won't allow it and just like that on November 17th the new girl walked into my English class. She was the most beautiful person I have ever seen. She sat at the seat across from me. I spent the whole period basically staring at her until the bell snapped me out of it. As I was stepping out of the classroom she asked "were is Mr. Paul's math class please." I pointed her in the right direction and said my name was Jay she said "Hey my name is Hannah" Then she walked off and I didn't see her till lunch, when she sat at my table. My friends new I was di-sexual but not my parents. They would hand me, there perfect little girl.