My Handmade Poetries

The Pain in me!

The darkness is always deep,

Deeper than I thought it to be.

It always manages to make my dark thoughts beep.

Not to mention, it never fails to see.

The pain that I get,

The pressure that I receive from it,

The output that it gives,

Is always worse than the previous one.

I try to forget but nevertheless.

Why can't anybody see or feel it?

Why do I have to go through it alone?

Maybe because I am destined with it.

I just wish that someday, somebody shares it,

But again, the fear creeps back to my spine.

They will feel what I feel now,

Which I don't want them to go through.

Alas, there's only one thing left in me now is Hope!

Waiting for the day when it will totally disappear.

No pain, No pressure and worst of all, No nightmares!

Looks like the small light of hope is slowly loosing it's light and fading away, fading away, fading away!

~RFS