I Can't Have Her

Chapter 1 - Failure?

I once had a little sister that always want to be my bride, It always make me smile...
The day I reached 16 years old. I took a test that changed my life.

"Son? Are you ready?"

My Father asked me, I gave him a small nod.

"Then please place your hand on this orb"

A old man pointed at the orb in front of him, I start to walk nervously. I place my hand at the orb...

The orb shined a black color...

"...Failure"

The old man mumble, I looked at father...He looks disappointed...

"Tch...Useless"

He grabbed my arm, It hurts. The moment we arrive home he threw me with all his strength.

"Ack!" I coughed.

"Useless Shit" He glared at me fiercely.

I felt scared...really scared.

"F-Father why are yo-" Before I finish my sentence he threw his fist at me face. "Ack!" I coughed but, with blood this time.

"Don't call me father!" He yelled loudly at me.

"!!!...W-why?!"

"I don't have a son who's a failure!" He stares at me coldly.

3 days pass...

I was locked inside a dark room by father...the food that was delivered to me was bad.

*Creek* The door slowly opens...I once again saw the light.

"Onii-chan are you okay?" She asked, A worried look appeared on her face.

"...Yeah I'm okay" I force a smile. I was beat up, my body was full of bruises.

Hana is one year younger than me...The last 3 days she always visit me secretly, It makes me so happy. She's the reason why, I can still see the light...She's my light in this dark and lonely room.

Outside the dark room

"Tch"

Two days pass, Hana haven't visit me anymore.

"H-Hana...." I said in a low voice.

"Hey the young miss is amazing!" A maid shout.

A bunch of maids were having a chat outside...I eavesdrop at their conversation.

"What do you mean?"

"The young mis- no Miss Hana is a holy maiden!"

"N-No way"

Inside the dark room

"...A holy maiden...it fits her" I mumble. "Hana....please come back..."

One month pass.

Hana never visited again. "....." my eye's was becoming to look cold.

*Creek* the door opens.

"H-Han-" It wasn't Hana, it was father.

"Don't dare say her name!" He punched my stomach.

"Ah....agh" I cough.