Mistake //Daryl Dixon// SLOW UPDATES

FIVE(TRIGGER WARNING)

'It has been 6 months since Dixie had left she had thought about going to the cdc but she knew that place was a load of bullshit. She had passed by a farm not that long ago and saw it packed with cars and tents. She didn't go to it though she didn't want to be in another group she was doing just fine on her own she didn't want to be around people and disappoint them like she did with her last group. she is currently held up in a rundown house not that far from the farm.

Dixie missed her Daughter like crazy but she knew she would be safer with Rick and Merle. Even though she hates Lucy she hoped the birth of her and Daryl's baby with safe in well. Carl fifteenth birthday was two weeks ago and Cleo's second birthday was coming soon two days from now actually. she upset about not being there but she didn't regret leaving.

Laying on the old broken bed that was left in the rundown house was that Dixie would do if she wasn't hunting for food.

There was footsteps coming up the front steps up the house Dixie jumped up readied her Pistol and aimed.

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"Alright asshole, this place is already acounted for you can leave!" I yelled point my gun at the door it was kicked open and a crossbow was point at me and the person behind the bow was no other then Daryl Dixon.

"Holy shit, Dixie." Daryl gasped.

"What the fuck do you want!" i yelled griping my gun tighter.

i saw Daryl's face turn bright red and his eyes darkened.

"WHAT THE FUCK DO I WANT ARE YOU SERIOUSLY ASKING ME THAT. YOUR DAUGHTER HAS BEEN CRYING FOR YOU AND YOU WHAT THE FUCKING NERVE TO ASK ME WHAT I WANT SHE KNOWS YOUR HER MOTHER SHE JUST REFUSES TO ACKNOWLEDGE IT YOU TRAUMATIZED HER.!" he screamed stepping closer to me and getting in my face.

There was suddenly a creak from the floor board we both flung around and pointed our weapons at the door.

There was my beautiful daughter she seemed bigger then ever.

"Daddy what are you doing." her little voice squeaked out.

"Cleo i told you wait outside."he said

she finally looked away from Daryl and looked at me

"Dixie!." My Babygirl screamed running to me.

i picked her up and hugged her.

i pulled away from the hug and looked at her.

"Baby why did you call me Dixie?." i asked confused.

"Ummm because mommy is back at camp with pappy and uncle merle."She smiled widely.

There was a lump in my throat i sadly smiled at Cleo and put her down. i looked a Daryl and nodded before going to gather my things to move onto a different place. Cleo found herself a new mother she'll be okay she seems to be taken good care of. Im not fit to be a mom and i see that know. she has everything she needs back at her camp, she has my parent her two uncles her father her new baby sibling and her new mother.

"I-i hope you guys survive this shit, keep my little girl safe." I sadly smiled at Daryl and walked away from the father and daughter.

as soon as i was out of their sight i ran as fast as i could i felt like i ran for miles, i lost all of my balance when i ran into something hard. i didn't have the strength to get up from the ground so i decide to just cry instead.

"Dixie" i look up and saw my Dad, Carl, and merle.

"Daddy." My dad dropped to his knees and pulled me into his chest.

He kept repeating things such as "I missed you." "i love you." "My Baby."

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Walking back to my dads camp seemed like the longest thing ever as soon as we got there carol is the first one that saw us she tapped my mom's shoulder and pointed at us. She dropped the basket in her hand and ran towards me.

when she finally reached me she wrapped her arms around me and sobbed in my neck she pulled back and took a look at me.

"My beautiful girl look at you." She said smiling.

We all walked towards the R.V and when we did out came Lucy and Two baby boys.

She looked at me and smiled i smiled back.

i walked up to her and looked at the baby's you could differently tell they were Daryl's.

"Their beautiful." i said giving a small smile

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TRIGGER WARNING

Daryl and cleo had made their way back to camp. Cleo launched her self into Lucy's arms. everyone around gave Dixie a sad look but she had waved them off struggling to keep tears at bay. After everyone had ate dinner which was something Daryl had hunted Dixie got up from around the campfire, and walked towards the open field were she had found out earlier where Dale had been killed.

She sat down on the grass pulled out her knife , she twirled it around in her hand for a bit before doing something she had been doing since before the end of the world. She pulled down her pants before dragging her knife across her thigh.

Dixie watched as the blood slid down her thigh, she pulled her pants back up before waling back to camp she only saw Daryl left out she sent him a curt nod and walked to the tree where her belongings where and sobbed for losing her daughter to someone she hated, from cutting again for the first time in weeks, and for still loving Daryl fucking Dixon.

"Im such a fuck up."