G U I D E N C E》[JIKOOK]®

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Slight warning: 

there is a tiny bit of sensitive stuff in here. The things 'Jimin' would say in this is real. Not for him but for me and my older brother. 

I haven't moved out nor am I out of school yet so I mixed things she did to him and things she did to me. I won't add everything because... it's too triggering. 

She is my adoptive mom not my real one and the husband is still in prison for what he did. I couldn't bring myself to add that either but I will say for those who are willing to know the story. I wanted to bring this story to life a bit. 

But this is very small and would boost to what you're here to see ;)

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Jimin's face showed confusion. "We need to talk..."

Jimin blinked softly. "About what?"

"About us."

Jimin paused yet again. His poor heart started to race out of chest. Cliche, yet he thought if Jeongguk leaned in close enough then he'd hear it. "Jimin, Jimin listen." Jimin looked back up at him. "I don't think we've started on the right foot. I believe we should... get to know each other more. The purpose for this entire trip is such-- Namjoon- hyung isn't stupid." Jeongguk finished and sat down on the brown, wood bench. He slowly pat the seat next to him. Jimin reluctantly sat down with a bit of distance. Scared the taller could easily throw him off the cliff right here, right now.

it's not too far fetched. I mean... hes big and scary. I did so much fuck shit but he did crap too but i'm not the one to play victim. I'd honestly rather get teased by him than see him get in a fight because god only knows what- 

"Park Jimin." Jeongguk said in a deep voice. Jimin shivered. And he liked it. It rolled off his tongue so good. Imagine in bed and hes insi--

"Ye-yeah. I'm listening." 

"What happened?" Jeongguk arched his perfectly shaped eyebrow.

"I swear to you that I didn't want that to happen. It was all so sudden. You reached over the table, I don't even know why you did but i'm sure it was logical. Right? And then I ran out, not thinking, bumped into this-- by the way-- handsome boy with the blonde hair. Next thing I knew, you two were fighting. I'll take all the fault. What what was going on in my head but--"

"That's not what I was talking about, Mr. Park. What about you? Your family? Your dreams? That shit. Whatever the fuck that was with the 'handsome boy' who isn't even that handsome had going on. I don't give a shit, ion give a fuck. Tell me that, Jimin." Jeongguk gripped the bench. Nails digging in the wood tightly.

"Uhm. I'm 22. I'm born in October. A libra. (Lmfao libra gang here)  I have one brother. My mom and dad. My father is in prison currently.  He cheated on my mother multiple times in front of her face. I don't remember all that happened but... my father did something terrible. He's gonna be in there for life." Jimin took a breath. "I couldn't live with my mother. I couldn't stand her. It's a long story. She's manipulative, shes a receiver rather than a giver, she feeds off peoples weakness. Every night she'd go into the room and tell me 'you'll never live out there without me' and 'you won't make it out there'. From dusk till dawn. You can't sleep and she... thinks everyone is below her as she literally believes everyone is jealous when they don't like her. Moves to one part of Korea to another and when everyone finds out that shes a bitch, shes moves." Jimin smiles bitterly and anger sets into him.

"She used to bring down my self-esteem at a dangerously low age. Some people can say she was jealous of me, actually. She used to call me 'thunder-thighs' even though some say I was thin. She'd hate when I lose weight. My brother could step on the scale at the doctors and shes not paying a bit of attention from her little ipad. I step up and all of a sudden shes looking. Not at me, the nurse, the tablet in the purse hand, but the scale I felt so... down. She thought I was a hippo or some shit." 

"Once, I was fixing myself Shin Ramyun on the stove. I hate it microwaved. So, she came downstairs but wanted to fix her food. She came later than me and complained that I was taking too much time and space. She said the noodles 'should have already been done'. I still had to boil the water and such, what the fuck was I supposed to do? I couldn't do it. People at school would damn near chant 'i wanna go home' while I was dreading the moment."

"It sounds stupid, I know. But, it was much worse than you could ever fucking imagine. I went insane. Did things to myself that I regret... sometimes. But it was my only way to cope. So, I did what any sane person would do. Move. But I couldn't handle it on my own, so a beautiful, special someone in my life came to my rescue. Kim Taehyung. We both moved together here. Far from her. We started off fresh. I feel much more alive now. Now, all I want is someone to fall in love with. Someone to start a family and explore whats beautiful on earth." 

Jeongguk softened at this. He released the grip he still had on the seat and moved his arms to hug the smaller. As he did this he felt a warm drip down his hand. Jimin and himself looked at the blood dripping down from the wound. Not much but enough. "Oh my god!" Jimin grabbed his hand and dug into his pocket and grabbed his phone. In his phone case was 10 dollars (just in case money) (no pun intended) and a band-aid. He put the band-aid gently on Jeongguk's hand. Slowly gliding his cute fingers gently across the band-aid. 

{cue Moonlight by XXXTENTACION} {Would play it but my computer being a whore} {btw rip X}

Jimin and Jeongguk hands lifted up to wrap around each other and lock their hands together. Jeongguk look to see how close they are all of a sudden. He looked up and was met with Jimin shyly looking back down. He looked at the moon. It shined so brightly. He was so mad at his Jimin that he looked over how beautiful Jimin was in the moonlight. He lifted his unoccupied left hand to lift Jimin's chin up. His eyes, his soft skin, his gorgeous features, his button nose, and his pink, plump lips.

Those lips were always a tease to Jeongguk. How could you simply disrespect him by walking around his with those gorgeous lips. He had to taste them. Jeongguk looked into Jimin's eyes. Silently asking for permission. Jimin stared right back. Jeongguk moved his hand from Jimin's hand and wrapped it protectively around Jimin's petite waist and pulled him inhumanly closer. Finally connecting their lips to where they belong. The kiss was sweet and new but then it became hot and dangerous. Jeongguk felt like he was in the process of marking what was his. He kept going and couldn't stop. Neither did Jimin. Of course they both had to breathe but the times they did it was like they were staring into each others souls. 

"We can't just stop here..." Jeongguk smirked. "I need something stronger than a moment, love." 

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But keep streaming guys and lets hit the goal of 50M views by the end of tomorrow. Fighting. 

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