It's Not My Fault

the first encounter

''Aroura time for school'' yelled my mom ''coming''I yelled back I got my bag ready the night before so I through it on and a voice in my head said let's go I'm finally ready I yelled to my mom''Mom, you aren't going she yelled back ''I Didn't say anything ''I looked around and my body did everything the voice said like I wasn't in it, it  told me to go grab a knife so I did next what proud i was not, water squirting on the ground I had stabbed my mom the voice left I screamed so loud then ran out on the balcony yelling ''HELP HELP ME PLEASE HELPPPPPP HELP HELP HELP ME HELP PLEASE someone had run up I had fallen on my knees crying he kept running into the door every time he did I screamed he finally knocked down the door he ran over to me it was Jason my old friend he ran over to me and gave me a huge hug and kissed me on the forehead saying in a whimper it's okayhe promised me it was never okay again I went to school I kept running to the bathroom cying the only friend kept calling me saying ''it's not your fault jason calls me he told me you killed your mom you have schizophrinia which is a dicese where you hear voices ''I hung up and fell on the ground crying I wasn't okay I'M SICK REALLY SICK I FINISHED AND WENT TO CLASS