Littlespace [COMPLETED]

Tense

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"H-how did you do that?" Chan nervously asks as he sees Felix being cute.

"Stuffie and dummy!" I grin, holding my hands up at him.

He smiles, taking my hands in his own.

"It's been a while since I've seen him this happy..."

I giggle and go back over to Felix, who's happily coloring.

"Lixxie lixxie!" I say, patting his shoulder, "do you want a stuffed animal and some coloring books and some crayons and sippies??"

He looks at me, eyes wide and nods quickly.

He seems almost nonverbal, which is adorable.

Chan steps up and pats my head softly,

"It's okay, princess, I would like to buy him stuff. You're so sweet though!"

I blush and bury my face in my changbin stuffie. Namjoon coos and pulls me up into his lap while chan lays on the ground next to Felix and talks to him.

"Wow, baby girl. You're amazing!" He tickles me, then buries his face into my neck, sighing, "I love you."

"I love you too, silly!" I press my lips to his cheek before wiggling out of his hold and going back to Felix.

"Ah! Y/n-ie!! I wanna see Moana with channie hyunggie! Wanna come?"

"Yes! I wanna bring kookie tho! " I squeal, then turn to joonie daddy, "daddy? Where's kookie daddy?"

"I'll give him a call, princess, just go on to make some snacks, okay?"

"Okay, thank you!" I give him a peck on the lips before grabbing the Aussies' hands and going to he kitchen.

Nobody else was in the rental house at the moment, so we could be small as chan poured us chocolate milk and we popped popcorn in the microwave.
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Kookie made it back in less than 10 minutes, so we all cuddled up in the beds and watched Moana together as namjoonie left to do music things with changbinnie.

i was tucked into kookie, the curve of my spine against his tummy, holding hands with felix as we held stuffies (he was using changbinnie) and sucked on our pacis.

a few people had come in the house, but it quieted down quite a bit, so it seemed everyone had gone to bed but namjoonie

kookie had konked out, and chan and felix were nodding off to sleep, so i padded over to the small studio, where joonie daddy was.

"Daddy!" i call, running and jumping onto his lap

his eyes go wide as he clutches onto my waist.

"b-babygirl..." he mumbles.

i glance around the room and freeze when i make eye contact with changbin and jisung.

they look thuroughly shook, and i dont blame them.

i hop back up and stiffly stand there, head down and hands clasped in front of myself. i feel like crying now.

"ah, ah, ah! dont cry, dont cry!" jisung suddenly says, standing up and rushing over.

he crouches just the tiniest bit so he can see my face,

"dont worry, we don't judge, stop sniffling,,," he sounds stressed, but his hand is warm as it lifts my chin up.

i wipe the quick- growing tears away and he smiles, patting my head.

changbin is blank, but jisung makes a noise at him and he snaps out of it.

he seems unsure but gives me a nod,

"yeah, no judge, just confused."

rm pulls me back to his lap,

"i guess we should just tell everyone tomorrow. i mean, maybe youll have a babysitter in the future, huh?" he whispers to me.

i nod before hopping back up and hugging jisung.

i hesitate with changbin, but he opens his arms and i smother him with love as well before running out of the room.

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the next morning, i wake up to felix still in the bed with kookie and chan and i, but he was absentmindedly playing with my hair.

"morning." i greet, in big space.

he hums and puts my hair down before hugging me tightly.

"thank you so much. i feel so much better now." he mumbles into my head before letting go and going back to playing with my hair.

"i think joonie wants to explain littlespace to stray kids." i mumble.

he looks alarmed, but i cut him off before he says anything.

"not about you being one. i accidentially was little around binnie and jisung oppas. maight as well let them all know instead of just four. its not fair to the others."

he thinks about it before nodding.

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"That makes so much sense!" Seungmin exclaims,  jumping up, "Shes laways dressed so cutley and the stuffed animals- oh my god thats precious!"

as seungmin raves, jeongin and hyunjin laugh at him. jisung is cooing, changbin looks enlightened and thoughtful, minho looks undisturbed, and woojin looks... well, confused but in awe.

chan is sitting there, holding felixs hand. felix looks tense and a blush stands out against his pale, freckled skin.

"take your time" i mouth to him when we make eye contact.

he nods and sighs, leaning against channie.

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Holy crap hello my babes.

its been a hot minute.

we dont really have any more plot lines.

that means this book is drawing to a close.

my plan is to make one last day with the bts boys, then an epilouge.

then i want to do a oneshot (in my oneshot book, most likley) of stray kids watching after y/n.

and then another oneshot of felix telling them hes a baby boi

then... i think this story will be over

...

its a sad day, honestly.

this book helped me escape from so much stress, and it made me grow so many connections to some great people (you babes know who you are)

and its my first (and probably only) book to get super popular. like, if you look up just the word littlespace in the wattpad search section, this book is up there.

do you know how crazy that is??

oof, sorry for writing a book within a book but i really appreciate you.

yes, you. not everyone collectively.

you, on your phone, tablet, computer, or laptop.

you silent reader, you commenter, you voter,

you Little, you Caregiver, especially the Switches bc dang

and you questioning.

i love you so much!

(also stream persona lol bye)