Cheyenne | Chey
I walked in school Monday morning with my hood on and headphones in. I did my best to avoid any and everybody like I had been doing all weekend. I really dont even know what this feeling is but I wanted it to go away. It felt like mt imaginary dog had died.
I was about to stop at the vending machine but when I seen Sam standing there I kept going. She really hadn't did anything to me but I really wanted to be left alone. I just hoped she caught the hint, because I would hate to hurt her feelings by taking my hurt out on her.
I honestly just needed a few more days to myself and I would be fine. I walked into my first class of the day and sat in my usual seat, putting my head down waiting for the bell to ring. I still had headphones in but I could hear everybody start to pile in slowly.
I picked my head up and seen the teacher pulling up the notes so I took my notebook and pen out ignoring the stares I was getting from Sam. I felt my phone vibrate so I looked at it seeing a message from her.
SamBam : Please talk to me.
I just shook my head, ignoring it and continuing to do my work. I know its a little harsh but I know how I am when Im hurt, I say anything to anybody.
The day went by slowly and when it was finally over I rushed to my car just to see Sam standing by the drivers side. I took a deep breath knowing it was no way I could avoid her now.
"Hey." She mumbled, looking just as sad as I probably did.
I waved, "Wassup."
"Are you okay?" She asked, making the tears begin to flood my eyes. I shook my head, trying to not let them fall. I hated for anyone to see me cry. I watched as her face turn soft. She held her arms out and I gave in, walking into them.
"Whats wrong?" I heard a familiar voice ask, I didnt even look to see who it was, just continued to cry on her shoulder.
"Nothing, why would you bring him here?" She asked whoever it was, Im guessing it is Tray.
"He was already with me." He said and I could feel Sam shake her head.
"Let me get her home and I'll call you later." She said to him, I waited a few minutes before picking my head up and handing her my keys so she could drive.
"So, what happened?" She asked pulling out of the schools lot. I could see Tray's car following us from the rear view mirror.
"He basically told me what we had was nothing more than a friendship, It hurt because I thought we had something going but I guess to him it was nothing. He thinks we are friends but we really not shit. I want him to stay away from me." I said looking at my phone to see it was him calling for the first time today but the 100th time since Saturday.
"It's going to be okay, that hoe aint got shit on you and when he realize that he will be back. I can tell you not to let him back in but you are going to do what you want but I will tell you this, make that nigga beg, having him crawling back to you." She said making me nod.
Sam isnt much older than me but she does have more experience with boys. Im glad to have her as friend. She has given me some good advice.
"I feel you, I guess I'll see you later." I told her getting out of my car and catching the keys as she threw them at me. I could see Choppa and Tray pull up out of the corner of my eye but I acted like I didn't.
"CHEYENNE!" I heard choppa yell and it took all of my strength not to look back but I didn't. I was going to take Sama's advice from today and from the other night. I was going to do me and not give a fuck and if he was ever going to come back in my life that nigga gone have to come back on his knees.
I didnt care if that meant I had to ignore every call and sweet text he sent i was going to do that. I cant let the same person put me in my feelings twice cause then the jokes on me.
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