I loved him so bad, I fell so hard...I lost myself my self worth my dignity, I allowed myself to fall so hard that I could no longer reach for myself
He never loved did he? I did everything for him to notice me I tried it all....was I invisible, was I stupid for falling for him? Maybe
She was so much prettier so gorgeous, and her perfect body compared to mine I look like a trash can
I allowed myself to compare myself with her. To compete with her but all for what..for him?
So many times I tried to lose all my feelings for him. To erase him from my heart, but oh boy it does not work like that
You don't just wake up one day and your feeling are gone! It takes time to heal sometimes it never goes away
You simply start putting yourself first, you start loving yourself and stop seeking his approval, his attention.. You stop comparing yourself because when you accept who you are and where you are trust me it makes life much more bearable
And by accepting yourself I don't mean just saying I am who I am I am messed up I don't mean bringing yourself down or seeing your flaws and criticising yourself...
