Yeonjun was the first to rise out of the two and smiled once he saw Soobin cuddled in his arms, and he knew that wasn't the position they were in when he fell asleep. He chuckled brushing through his hair before bending down planting his lips on his forehead. He was holding it for awhile not wanting to pull away when he heard a gasp fallowed by giggles coming from behind him. He quickly darted his eyes to that side of the room to see Taehyun and Beomgyu with the biggest smirks. "so you do like Binnie" Beomgyu teased while Taehyun tried to hid his grin. "its not like that! What ever you two are thinking its wrong!" He shouted causing the sleeping boy to wake up. "whats wrong?" Soobin asked sitting up while rubbing his eyes. "nothing, go back to bed" Yeonjun said in a sweet soft voice patting his head and covering him up. "wow he hast it bad" Both Beomgyu and Taehyun chuckled looking at each other. "i do not!" He yelled again face flushed red. "hey isn't there supposed to be another one of y'all?" He questioned looking around the room for Huengkai. "yeah we sent him to the store to buy us food" "oh ok.. wait with what money?" "yours" "what!?" Just then Huengkai came in with bags full of snacks and an empty wallet. "here you go Hyung" he said tossing the plane wallet to Yeonjun. "aw" he sighed looking in it. Then the others went to tell Kai what they saw that morning. "oooo Hyung likes Soobin." "i do not like Soobin! He's the last one i would date, he is just a friend!" Yeonjun snapped out of gay panic, but what he didn't realize was the sleepy boy was now fully awake. Kai cleared is throat trying to single him. "what?" Yeonjun questioned as the room was now completely silent. He then looked over his shoulder to see Soobin awake staring at him. He quickly grew even more panic in fear that he heard what he said. "good morning Binnie" he chuckled nervously. There was a short pause before Soobin spoke. "Good morning Hyung" he forced a smile back before making his way to the table. "whats for breakfast i"m starving" he laughed. Yeonjun gave a sigh of relief "good, he didn't hear me" he said to himself.. well at least he thought anyways..
The day went on and Kai, Taehyun, and Beomgyum were back at school seeing as it was Monday. Soobin and Yeonjun went to the studio to practice their dance choreography with their instructor. "5,6,7,8" She said as they fallowed the steps in the rhythm of the song over and over again. Yet no matter how hard they tried and how many times they did it Soobin just couldn't get it. "hey Soobin is everything ok?" their instructor asked. "yeah, i just don't know why my brain doesn't want to work with me all the sudden." He sighed getting frustrated with himself. "lets just take a quick break and re group." They agreed as she left the room giving them the chance to breath. Soobin sighed and went over the steps again but he just couldn't get the foot work right. "damn it" he cursed at himself. Yeonjun went over to him patting his back. "hey Binnie don't worry you'll get it, today is just one of those days." Soobin looked over at him in annoyance. "You don't get it, i have to get it down even if it isn't a good day, because then what happens when we debut, when we're on stage, i can't simply say its not a good day and preform bad for our fans." Yeonjun backed off seeing as he was upset and needed time to be alone, he knew that nothing he says could or would help make it better. "yeah you're right i guess, just don't be to hard on yourself" He left the room to find their choreographer.
"i think we should stop here for today, Binnies really stressed and he is going to work till he drops" "yeah i was thinking that too, he is doing really good though i just wished he would realize he doesn't have to be perfect this very second." She replied. "yeah, he works so hard, out of all of us he deserves to debut the most" Yeonjun smiled while looking at his feet. "well take care Yeonjun, make sure Soobin eats and rest well" "i will thanks for the help" He waved her good by as she got in her car and drove off. Yeonjun stretched making his way back inside, he was tempted to go back to the practice room but didn't want to interrupt Soobins alone time, he figured he still needed a moment to cool off.
Soobin danced and danced until he felt his legs caving in on themselves. Sweet dripped from his hair and chin while he took a quick breath before starting up again, only this time he tripped twisting his ankle, causing him to fall hard on the floor. Yeonjun was just walking up and down the halls when he heard a crash. He rushed to the room as soon as he could, to see Soobin laying on the floor breathing heavily. "Soobin!" He yelled with panic in his tone as he rushed to scope him in his arms. "hey Soobin" He gently shook him until Soobin pushed his arm away sitting up. "i'm fine Hyung, i just tripped." He tried standing up but the stinging pain hit him again causing him to stumble but Yeonjun was quick to catch him" "You're obviously not fine Binnie, please tell me whats bothering you and well fix it together, it hurts me to see you like this" Soobin bit his lip keeping himself from breaking. He let out a deep breath of air before speaking in a calm tone. "I'm ok Hyung, like i said i just tripped, i don't no what else you except me to say"
Yeonjun knew there wasn't any use at trying to get it out of him, but he just wanted to know why so he could at least try and help, he didn't like it when he shut everything out, he hated when he shut him out. Yeonjun sat thinking for a short while. What could possible be on the others mind, why was he so out of focus and upset, why did he look like he was on the verge of tears even though he was smiling. That's when it hit him, he must of heard what he said this morning, but the question was why would it make him upset? wouldn't he be happy to hear that your best friend didn't want to date you especially if that friend was a guy? Yeonjun just couldn't rap his mind around it.
"Binnie, lets just go home, we need to get dinner made for when the youngers get back" "just go with out me i know the way" he said trying to dance on his hurt ankle. "i'm not leaving you up here alone, last time i did that you didn't come back for an entire week, and even then i had to drag you out." "i promise ill come home before dinner, but i almost got it, if i just work a little harder then-" his words were cut off by Yeonjun grabbing his wrist pulling him out the building quite aggressively. "you're coming home now" he said in a strict tone before he heard a slight groan in pain. Yeonjun let go and looked back to see a teary eyed Soobin. He then looked down to see his purple and black ankle. "does it hurt?" he asked bending down to get a better look. Soobin knew he couldn't fight it at this point so he just nodded whipping his tears away. Yeonjun sighed and stood back up before leaning down. "get on" at first Soobin was confused but then realized what he meet. "are you sure i'm not to heavy?" "just get on" he said once more so Soobin obeyed. "alright lets get home before they beat us there" he said standing up before walking. "thank you Hyung" Soobin said softly.
They where almost to the dorm that was just down the block and the whole way neither of them spoke. "Binnie you would tell me if something was bothering you right?" Yeonjun finally asked breaking the silence. Soobin slight raised his head as it was resting on the olders shoulder. "yeah, why do you ask?" "just wondering.." There was another short pause of silence before Yeonjun spoke again. "you know, earlier when i said i wouldn't go out with you.. well i just said it out of panic, i know your'e not into guys, but just saying your'e the first and only person i would date.." Soobin raised his head all the way now as he wasn't expecting that. Yeonjun then felt his face get hot as he was blushing so much do to embarrassment. Soobin couldn't hid his smile anymore and he just giggled before hugging onto Yeonjuns neck. "ack-Binnie i can't breath" Yeonjun coughed out.
They got to the dorm to find school bags and jackets all over the the living room. "looks like they beat us" Yeonjun said bending down so Soobin could get off his back. Just then the three youngers ran in screaming. "food" "yeah yeah i'm making it y'all go seat at the table." Yeonjun said shooing them there. Soobin limped as his ankle still hurt. "what happened?" Beomgyu asked pointing it out. "you see, Yeonjun kicked me really hard" He lied getting a smack on the back of the head by the eldest. "i did not" Soobin giggled then explained he just tripped over his own feet. "wow so clumsy" They teased while Yeonjun brought out the bowls of ramen. "its been a long day and i don't feel like cooking so you're stuck with this" he said handing them each a bowl. "fine with us" they all said before chowing down.
After they all fished Yeonjun put them in the bath and got them ready for bed before walking to his room while yawing. He waited for Soobin to be done with his shower then took a quick one himself. Once he was finished and dressed he crawled up in the blankets bringing Soobin to his chest as they were just used to it at this point.
"i'm sorry for worrying you earlier Hyung, i honestly don't know what came over me" "aw its ok Binnie, its good that you take this seriously and work hard, but you don't need to be so hard on yourself all the time, loosen up a bit and have fun" "yeah, ill start working on that more" Soobin said before snuggling closer to him. "and ill start working on being more serious" Yeonjun chuckled. They laid there quietly in the dark feeling each others body heat. Yeonjun slowly rubbed his hand up and down Soobins bare arm making their eyes grow heavy with sleepiness. "Hyung..?" Soobin asked looking up at Yeonjun whos eyes were closed. "hmm?" "um, even if you're a guy it wouldn't bother me, i'd still date you.." Soobin grew red as he spoke and Yeonjun didn't have to see in order to tell he was flustered. He smiled and continued rubbing up and down Soobins arm. "i love you too Binnie" He didn't even open his eyes as he was way to tired and it burned trying too. Soobin rubbed his face in Yeonjuns chest trying to hid the redness even though neither of them could see.
The way Soobins heart felt was way to overwhelming to understand, he felt shy, happy, scared, but over all he felt love.. and he didn't want to ever let go of that feeling.
