As much as I try I'm not able to forget you. You're imbedded in my mind, an unwanted pencil mark on a piece of paper that is so engraved deep that its so hard to erase. No matter how hard I try to erase you from my mind it's useless. You're already apart of my past that I don't want to remember. That I rather not relive. But how can I if you still live in my thoughts and you come up in my dreams? When will I be at peace ? You're unwanted thoughts that I never fully resolved. Where we never even had a true beginning. But maybe it's better left this way... For I deserve these haunting thoughts ever since I had hurt in the uttermost horrendous way