I do remember the first time I saw you. The sun saying goodbye in the sky, a huge storm coming and we both cover down that grey old roof we used to call home. No good days, no hope to stay, but I remember you. No great view, no great feeling, and I remember you.
I remember the way your eyes felt that day and the way your hair smeled. The colour of your skin and the way you looked at me. I remember light, I remember how it felt. Like when you finally found a quiet place.
No slept or close eyes, no way no scape. You were everywere. I remember you in every song, in every book, in every paint. Cause you show me the way it suposed to be, falling in love with you.
I remeber when I realized the amaziness in you. The way you talk, think and the way you sing. So gorgeous, so brave, pasionate and imperfect. Ineffable, by the way I see you over everybody else. You made me feel overwhelm and complete, stable in the middle of my own tight rope and just over time, you made me find the part I needed, without knowing that I was looking for it
You opened my eyes and made see all the good things that was in me. You brought out the best, and loved every single part inside of it.
Now that your gone, I have nothing else to be. I am half black, half grey. Days run fast but hurt you slow. The clocks stop to make you breath a little more. Every book is untilted, every though is in reverse. And I miss you so much. I miss you the way grandma miss her teenage years, with pain happiness and regrets. I am confuse, I have nothing else to do, cause I remember you but I forget how manage life without you. I always will be search for something like this, knowing that I never gonna find it again.
Because you are sun, a huge storm and a glass empty by half. You are everywhere now and I keep remember and remember. I see you in every sunset cause your eyes feel that way. I remember you in every coffee I taste cause thats the way your hair smells. I hear you voice in every song and I feel you heart in every breath.
And I drowing in the words I never said, and feel deeply expand. I want to forget, i do want. Its hard to decide, because now I see you like that first day, like the sunset saying goodbye in the sky.
