Is today the day ? I feel so empty and numb.
I walk to school listening to my favourite music and just think about life. More specifically, how I would like to end it. Everyone seems so happy here. I wish I was happy , I wish I could make other people happy, I wish someone would just listen to what I have to say about this crazy world we happen to live in. I look around and see all the popular people. They all judge me, call me an emo freak, attention seeker , literally anything you can imagine. If only they knew.
School is shit. Every teenager thinks that . It's filled with horrible people, or people that have been hurt or heartbroken by the horrible people.School is for us to learn. But the thing is , we learn more about heartbreak and rejection than the actual subjects we take.
Time to sit in a classroom for a couple hours and question my existence.
