Part 21

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***Sydni's POV: 2 weeks later***

The sun beamed in my face as I laid in bed. I had zero intentions of getting up today like I haven't the past 2 weeks. My body ached, my head hurt, my chest hurt and I couldn't stop crying. I couldn't give 2 fucks about Justin. I hope he's hurting but I'm sure it's nothing like I feel. I hate him so much right now. I turned over on my side and cuddled to my pillow. A few minutes later, my phone started to ring. I reached over and grabbed it. I looked at the caller ID and it was just Alecia. I sniffled and answered it.

Me: "Hello?"

Alecia: "Awwh hey. I just called to check on you."

Me: "I'm fine." I lied.

Alecia: "Ya lying. Look, let's go out and get your mind off of things."

Me: "I can't." I sniffled.

Alecia: "Yes you can. Come on and be the bad bitch you always are."

Me: "Ugghhh okay."

Alecia: "Yay! I'm giving you 3 hours. Now hurry."

Me: "Okay."

Alecia: "Lovvveeee you beech!"

Me: "Love you too."

I hung up and laid in bed for a few minutes. I looked through Twitter and I could tell the Beliebers knew that me and Justin broke up. I got a billion tweets from them. And a bunch of fans started #SydforgiveJustin. I cried at all the tweets of old pictures of us. This is only 2 weeks into the break up and I don't know how I'm gonna make it. I wiped all that from my mind and took a hot shower. I shaved and washed my hair and got out. I dried off and put on a black bandeau with a black red plaid flannel shirt that I tied at the bottom, leaving the top open and a pair of black leather leggings. I paired it up with black Toms. I straightened my hair and applied enough makeup to cover up that I had been crying and some red lipstick. I sprayed some Summer Watermelon perfume and put on some deodorant. I looked down at my promise ring. I quickly wiped away my tears and slipped the ring off because every promise he made me doesn't mean shit anymore. I put the ring in my jewelry box and slipped a black Cross ring on.

I grabbed my IPhone and put my black and white 'Fuck It.' case on it and shoved it in my side bag along with touch up lipstick and money. I changed my belly button piercing and earrings to match my ring. Then, I grabbed my black Ray Bands and went downstairs. My mom was standing in the kitchen on the phone talking to James since he went on some golf trip this weekend. I haven't even told my mom that me and Justin broke up. I grabbed a apple juice out of the fridge and a granola bar off the island and sat down and ate it. A few minutes later, she hung up the phone.

Mom: "Sydni, what's wrong?" I shrugged.

Mom: "Sydni." She said sternly.

Me: "Everything is wrong. Me and Justin broke up. I muttered. She had the look of sympathy on her face.

Mom: "Oh, Honey. I'm sorry."

Me: "I'm fine." I lied.

Mom: "I already knew." She said.

Me: "Then why'd you ask?" She shrugged.

Mom: "Where're you going?"

Me: "Out with Alecia." I said sipping my juice. She nodded and kissed my forehead before leaving the room. I was finishing up my granola bar and juice when my phone started to ring. It was Aaron so I answered it.

Me: "Hello?"

Aaron: "Hey baby sister."

Me: "Hey."

Aaron: "You alright?"

Me: "I guess you know."

Aaron: "Yeah and I should kick Bieber's ass." He said sounding angry.

Me: "Don't even worry about it."

Aaron: "Okay. I'll be home next month." I smiled at the thought of him being home for Thanksgiving.

Me: "Yay."

Aaron: "Ight. You sure you don't want me to beat the hell out of Justin?"

Me: "Yes. I'm sure. Just leave it alone." I sighed.

Aaron: "Okay. I will. I love you, midget."

Me: "I love you, too dummy." I laughed.

Aaron: "Bye." I hung up.

I looked through Twitter and saw that TMZ already had multiple articles on mine and Justin's break up. I rolled my eyes. The Beliebers had a bunch of hashtags going about the breakup like #JydniForever, #ForgiveJustin, #BeliebersLoveSyd. I sighed and put my phone back in my bag. About 10 minutes later Alecia walked in my house.

Alecia: "Syd!" She yelled.

Me: "I'm in the kitchen." I yelled back and she walked in the kitchen

She had on white skinny jeans, a  long sleeve navy blue crop top that had a diamond on it and navy blue combat boots.

Alecia: "Damn you look sexy." She joked.

Me: "Nope. You know that's all you." I replied.

Alecia: "Let's go get food. I'm hungry."

Me: "That doesn't even surprise me." She laughed. I put my sunglasses on and we walked to her car. We got in her car and left. We blasted the radio and the radio personality started talking.

Radio: "Popstar, Justin Bieber and girlfriend of a year, Sydni Barcenas reportedly split up. Go to 108thejamz.com to see the full story...."

Me: "Well."

Alecia: "Everybody knows." I shook my head. Bang Bang by Ariana Grande, Jessie J and Nicki Minaj  started playing and we started singing along.

We pulled up to Panera Bread and got out. We walked in and got a booth the waitress came over and took our order and we waited for it.

Alecia: "So Twitter is blowing the fuck up."

Me: "I know." I sighed.

Alecia: "Anywhooo. I'm thinking we go to the mall after this."

Me: "Of course." The waitress came to our table and brought us our food and we ate.

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