It's complicated. (Ben Bruce fanfic)

Chapter 19

~Bens POV~

I couldn't believe she was gone. One of my best friends. I didn't know her for long but I loved her. As a friend and more. I sighed and turned around to the guys who all looked miserable.

"When do we tell Kasey that Cameron's in the band?" I asked the guys.

"Don't tell her. Not yet anyways. It will crush her." Danny said while wiping the tears from his face.

"Guys come round my place tomorrow for band practise. That local venue changed the date to Monday." Sam said also while wiping away tears.

We all nodded and group hugged and went our separate ways. I could tell that we were all going to be depressed for a really long time.

I unlocked the door to my house and ran upstair closing the door behind me. I got to my bedroom and face planted my bed. I was so upset even words couldn't describe how I felt. I thought about ringing Kasey or texting her but I thought it might be too soon. I think I should give her a bit of time to make her happy.

I sighed to myself and the realised I still had a letter from Kasey. Since she was gone I decided to open it.

Dear Ben,

By now I'll be on my way to Newcastle. I hope you haven't forgotten about me already. Ben I just wanted to say that even though I've only known you for over two weeks I feel like I've gotten to know you loads. And now Ben I think I've fallen for you. I wish I could of had more time to see how me and you would work but that kind of slipped away. Ben I really like you and I'm sorry I didn't tell you properly. I couldn't date you because James had fallen for me and so did Danny. I hope maybe one day when we meet again we can start new and maybe see how things work. But for now I wish you the best of luck in life.

Goodbye Ben

-Kasey xxx

Once I had read the letter I started to cry. She felt the same about me and we could of been together. Stupid fuck Danny and James. I decided to put the letter back in the envelope but it wouldn't fit in properly. I took out the letter and opened the envelope. Inside was photograph of me and her hugging each other at Danny's party. She was smiling looking up while having her arms wrapped around my neck as I had my arms around my waist while kissing her cheek. I smiled to myself and hugged the picture. I finally put the letter and the photograph back in the envelop and placed it under my pillow. Before I knew it I drifted off into a dreamless sleep.