My nose burns.
Something metallic is burning in my throat.
My head is pounding.
The ground is shaking.
The sky is spinning.
My vision blurring.
Lips quivering.
Breathing shallowing.
I scream for help.
My heart is thumping.
The sun is shining.
Lights are flickering.
I hear sirens.
It might not take as long, but at least I tried...
I can't make it right.
The deed is done.
I had to please him to protect my love.
To prove how much I love him, I must show.
"I will see you soon, love. "
He whispers into the void
As I held his hand and closed my eyes, we bled together, in the golden sunrise.
(Note: This is old, I am fine. I realize how fucked this little piece is, but for some reason, I love this. If you need help, I'm here for you, but if you need someone to help you, reach out to someone you trust. I love you. And yes, this is #lgbtq .)
