October 14th, 2001
Me alone? It's all over...I-I can't live like this any longer. I wish i would just go somewhere far away without stress, without death, and without fear. Blood is all i can see now it's everywhere, and my parent's murders is still running through my head. You hear a gun loading, my mom scream, and my dad yell my mother's name. Then one shot led to another. And me hiding under my bed watching them die in front of me. I couldn't do anything about it. Now no one will take care of me now.
My legs tremble as i walk to my first day at school, UWA National Japan High School. Of coarse it was only my freshman year, but that doesn't change the fact that I'm new here and I have no friends, no more hope, no more will to live. I was walking in the hallway, my head down with my earbuds in listening to music from Chopin. It was the only thing that helped me through these situations.
I don't know anybody, and all I hear as I walk to my locker is whispering from my right to my left, some pointing, some even starring. I find it hard to believe that a world cruel as this would even do something like that.
I have no one, no aunts, no siblings, no friends, no family.
No more hope left in me as I walk through a long and noisy hallway. I chose to be forever alone, so I don't have to go through that night again.
