Until The End Of Our Eternity

C.1 The Routine

WAYO'S POV

Waking up alone, as always is almost my routine. I went to the bathroom to wash my face and brush my teeth. After doing my morning session I fix my bed, oppss I should say our bed but most of the time I'm the only one using it.

After the marraige we already live together but I feel like I'm so alone here.

I want to work so I have things to do everyday so I try to ask my so called husband when I got a chance by waiting for him coming from work if I could do that. But he disapproved he just told me that he's the husband in this relationship(if we could call it like that) that he should be the one working and to provide for us.

But I told him also that I'm man, I'm capable of working but still his answer is the same and just added that what others will think of him if he allows me to work, he say they'll think that he's not capable of providing for his own family and he don't like to scratch his reputation by allowing that.

So I just gave up and I know why he did that because he don't want me to discover everything espacially his relationship with his girlfriend and that girl knows that Phana is married to me but still she's okay with it.

I feel like a third wheel in their relationship. I pity myself for feeling that.

So here I am doing nothing so I try to busy myself by learning cooking from recipe books or watching videos on youtube.

Try to help the maids cleaning the house.

And fix Phana's things, his clothes, shoes, folders and his other stuff.

Done doing everything so I went to the bed room taking off my clothes and put it in the basket. Taking a towel with me I proceeded to the bathroom. I take a bath, thoroughly cleaning myself. After that steamy session I dry myself, realizing that I forgot to bring clothes with me. So I wrap the towel in my waist to cover the lower part of my body.

I went out and get what I needed but before I could open the bathroom door, the bed room door suddenly open and startle me. And Phana came in and see's me, his face show shockness but then he recover and turn his face looking away" I'm sorry I didn't know your changing clothes." He says.

"It's ok" I tell him and realize that he went home, why? " Did you forgot something P'?" I ask.

"I just need to get some files that I brought last night I forgot to bring them this morning"  he said.

"Oh those papers I place them at your drawer where all your files are located" I inform him.

"Thanks" and he proceeded to his drawer and I continue my thing in the bathroom

Going out from the bathroom expecting P'Pha is gone but I came to hault when I saw him sitting in the couch holding a file " something wrong P'?" I ask him.

He look at me and stand. "Ahmmm." he's seems to be hesitant. " Thank you".

"For what P'?" I ask confuse.

"For everything, for making things easy for me specially when it is related to my stuff in this house. But you don't have to do it." He said.

Now I get it. " Its alright P' I don't have much to do everyday so the least that I can do is to help here and to help you with your things" I reply.

"Ok and thank you again. I think I need to go I still have things to finish at the office" he says walking to the door.

"Ok P' bye" I say but I think he didn't hear it as he was out from the door when I say that.

Now its boring all the things that I need to do is already done. What should I do now? Oh! Maybe going to the mall will keep me busy before dinner. So I change again to casual clothes. After changing I went down stairs tell the maids and the guards that I'm going to the mall, I bid good bye and wait for a taxi. A few minutes I already hail a taxi and it is 10min ride to reach the mall. After paying the cab I went inside the mall and look for something that can catch my attention.

As I was walking to the mall I saw a bookstore, I went inside to look around. As I walk inside looking at the books I try to pick one that caught my interest. Its the manga that I used to read when I was in college. I bought few of it. After buying I went outside and try to walk around.

I stop at the stall that sells pinkmilk (my favorate). I bought one. It feels heaven when I sip my drink how I miss this heavenly drink. While consuming my pinkmilk I see different lovers holding hands, smiling, doing sweet things and more (PDA). I wish we could do those things. Sign "Keep dreaming self" I talk to myself. "Its getting dark I should go home." I continue walking going to the exit.

When I arrive the car of P'Pha is parked. Oh its friday maybe he'll be spending the weekends with his girlfriend. I proceed to our room and saw him having a hard time packing his clothes so I help him. "Let me do it for you P'. So you can take a shower" I tell him. "No. Its ok I can handle it." He try to decline my help. I take the bag and the clothes from him and says " Its ok P' just take a shower so you won't be late." He's hesitant but still he accepted my help.

Done packing his clothes I went to the kitchen to make some snacks for them on the road. When I'm done making snacks and place it in a container. I walk to the living room and wait for P'Pha.

Few minutes later he went down "I'm going now thank you for the help" he says. " Its ok P' and oh take this so you have something to eat while driving I know you'll travel far and take care P' and also have fun, don't stress out yourself from work bye."

He tries to speak but I already went upstairs to fix the books I bought from the mall. After that task I went to the veranda of the room, looking at the sky I close my eyes "Enjoy your weekend P'." I say in a low voice and wipe the small tear that escape from my eyes while saying those words.