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Btw the art that i used for all the covers of these oneshot books are NOT mine! please dont say that it's mine! i have a different artstyle! anywho let's start!
!!!WARNING: CONTAINS SELF HARM, DEPPRESSIVE THINGS, AND STRONG LANGUAGE!!!!!!
(Y/N's P.O.V)
i lost hope in life.. now that Edd is gone, i'm nothing without him.. i used his hoodie ever since he died, my eyes used to be e/c and beautiful, now their so gray and dull like that stupid Commie.. i have bruices and cuts all over me, i locked myself in my room for a whole month now... i never came out to eat, i would only come out to eat when everyone was asleep.. Tord has been panicking that i might be dead, Tom cries and bangs on my door every morning begging for me to open the door, Matt also cries but.. he hides it in self harm... like me... i walked outside my room and saw the guys crowded in a corner hugging each other and crying they stopped and looked at me, they ran to me and jumped on me.. i still had my dull eyes, Tord the stupid commie responded "Are y-you okay?! We were so worried! w-why a-are your eyes so dull and g-grey?! Y/N?!" i replied "I'm ok, just wanna go to the cliff to do something.." i looked away crying quietly.. (what she meant is she looked away and only tears ran down from her eyes, no noises or worried squinting. just tears spilling out) Tom responded "Y/N! WE NEED TO TAKE YOU TO THE HOSPITAL RIGHT NOW! YOU HAVE HUGE LOSSESS OF BLOOD! C'MON Y/N PLEASE!" It all sounded like mumbling, i couldn't hear anything and i didn't want to.. it felt like the world was going to fall apart on me, without Edd im nothing.. just an invisble person. i ran away from the house as far as i can.. i ran to a cliff.. i took Tord's secret pocket knife that had poison in it and started cutting..
1 cut- bastard
2 cuts - bitch
3 cuts- asshole
4 cuts- worthless
5 cuts - idiot
6 cuts - stupid
7 cuts - little shit
8 cuts - whiney little bitch
9 cuts - YOUR THE REASON EDD DIED YOU BITCH
i stopped at 9 cuts and was ready jump off, i took the blade and threw it off the cliff.. i was ready.. Edd here i come... i closed my eyes and felt the sharp pain hit my chest, i remember what my mother said.. "YOUR THE REASON WHY EDD DIED YOU BITCH" She said through texts.. i felt like the whole world fell on me.. i cried my last tears and jumped off.. then it was..
Peaceful and black..
i opened my eyes and see an angel version of Edd holding me in his arms.. he said with sadness in his voice "Y/N! You were so close to dying! i'm glad you lived!" i sobbed onto his chest and he patted my back "It's okay Y/N.. I know your mom was harsh at you, i'm sorry.. i didn't tell her that i had cancer until Sunday march 25 2012 in the morning i died, i felt happier.. i knew you didn't want to see me go, but i had to.." he said in a pleasent voice. i responded "Wait.. so i'm not dead?" "well.." he replied sadly "If You weren't i can't catch you.." i replied coldly "it's better being here with you Edd.." i responded again "i love you.." His face turned bright red. "me too Y/N.." he responded again
"I'll catch you even if we fall"
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(A/N:)
sup! my bros! did i make you cry? i'm sorry! i needed to make it touchy so i can play with your feelings! XDDD well here's some memes to lighten the mood in case if you cried or became sad all of a sudden! it'll be an honor if i made an Eddsworld Meme collection book! i'm sorry if i brought up Edd's death in this story! plus! sorry for the self harm and deppressing stuff. like jumping off a cliff and avoiding Matt, Tord, And Tom.. Sorry if i made you guys worry about Matt because in the story i made him have the role doing self harm. because I wanted to change him up a bit.
anywho! here's the memes to lighten up the mood!
me 24/7
me when i left the house keys inside the house so i'll have to break in
i did this to my classmates and friends and they got creeped out Lmao
well gtg bye!!
ciao~!
~TordTheUwU out!~
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