I am crying between my knees, not knowing what to do? How do I fix my relationship with Grayson? How?
I get up and run to my room to wash my face. I sit down on the bed and look outside through the window. The wind was calm, the leaves of the plants and trees hardly moved. It felt as if everything had just stopped.
I inhale and exhale, feeling the pain in my chest stab against my skin. My heart pounded so loudly, I couldn't hear anything, but the beats of it. I felt like screaming!
I felt like screaming out 'Grayson, I love you and only you', but my brain, my brain only told me, that I'd fail every try, and I will lose him... But oOf, did my heart say the opposite.
I snap out of my thoughts and stretch. Getting up on my feet hurt, my whole body hurt as I walk my way over to Ethan's room. I shut the door behind me finally getting his attention that I am there.
He laid on his bed now getting up and walking towards me. Tears kept streaming out of my eyes. "Ivy, are you- okay?", he says and kept walking towards me.
I fake smile at him and wipe my tears away. "I have so many question for you, Ethan. But right now, I need you to tell me- why did you tell Grayson?", I said looking right into his eyes. I take a big step forward and grab his collar.
"Ivy- this isn't the right time to t-", he says trying to pull my hands away from his collar.
"NOR, WAS THAT! THAT WASN'T THE RIGHT TIME TO TELL GRAYSON! You know what, Ethan? He was the reason why me and you met. He is the reason why I got to stay with you guys. HE HELPED ME through tough days! AND YOU, MR ETHAN- Mr Ethan Grant Fucking Dolan, you ruined that friendship! You ruined everyyything. You know, I should've just let him beat you the fuck up. Because you only think of yourself, don't you, Grant?", I say in a drunkish manner with red eyes.
" Ivy- i-", he says in a stuttery way. "YOU WHAT? You what? I SAID YOU WHAT ETHAN. REPLY ME!", I say and close my eyes, feeling the last tear drop fall down my cheek before I rest my head on his shoulder.
-Ethan's p.o.v-
"Ivy? Ivy, you okay?", I say and look down at her as she rested her head on my shoulder. She slowly started to go down on my chest with her weight on me now.
Her eyes were completely closed so I pick her up bridal style and put her on my bed. "What do I do? What do I do?". I open the door and run to Grayson's room. He was on his bed with his face in his pillow.
I shake him and say "Dude, Ivy. She- she fainted or something, I don't know what's happening. And she's really red faced and eyed. Come please bro!"
He turns around and stretches before saying "did she have her pills that Shane gave her?", he says and frowns. I shrug. "Dude, if she doesn't take the pills some shit gonna happen cause Shane told me that she can d- no no, come on, let's go! Quick! You go get her pills, and I'll check up on her"
I ran to Ivy's room and grabbed all the pills while Grayson went to see Ivy.
Will she be okay?
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