My feelings about life

12 years old

When to live with dad I was upset because I was just getting ok with living with mom. Mom had to take care of nana she had cancer it was very bad she had it everywhere. I didn't know what to do about it but be there and I couldn't because I had to live with dad. Maybe if I prayed enough she was get through it that wasn't the case with her she was already to far gone. I just wanted to see her one more time but we got a call at 5:30 to talk to her for her last time. My sister and I didn't know that it was her last time saying I love you to us. It was November 18,2014 at 6:45 she flat lined on the phone with us. Had to go to the schools the same day I didn't want to do anything but cry all day. I just wanted to say I love you one more time but I couldn't. I wanted to go see her when they put her in her grave didn't get to see that because dad didn't want us to. Maybe one day it will be a good thing to see her again. Right now its just hard because it hasn't been that long.

I love you nana rest in peace 

"its never goodbye its see you later"

I'm also getting I tattoo for nana to its going to be a heart with a ribbon and her name on it. I love you nana