Choices

The Start

  I woke up and the sun shone brightly on my face... My morning was just as  normal girls.. I got up from my bed and made coffee I usually sat near my window and took a look of the city view.... I drank my coffee got ready.

Just found something suitable for office .

This is what I am  wearing for office today
I bumped my head on the office desk in my cabin I have been in this company for about 4 years and now I am fed up at first it was really good it less stress and new things to learn.

    Just as I saw the work I became tired was not the first time it was the 4 th time in the week that I really had to submit all the work in the evening before returning home.

      I no more liked the company's behaviour as it made me work over my limit. Maybe also because I didn't need the job anymore and also that I had earned much and much more.

   So I decided I didn't want to be there anymore and make a fuss of my life, I typed a resignation letter and emailed it to head,well he asked me to meet him and tell me what was my problem but for sure it was my personal reasons and he need not know it.

   I started walking to the office and saw a familiar face, it was someone I liked,cared and given all my time and love, but unfortunately we broke up because he did not love me back and also that...he loved someone else.
   
   His name was Ryan, we had become friends as he said he didn't want to leave abruptly. Even though I looked strong and okay I really wasn't as it was my first love and losing him was more like heart attack, he walked  close and it wished someone could
Stab me with a knife in the back so didn't have to face him. He walked closer and closer and started speaking causally, he probably had got over me actually he never loved me so it was not really a big deal. 'Hi Kate ...are you okay...?'   'OH.. Yes.. Hi, how come are you here?'  'oh I am here for an interview' I spoke to muself'thank god I decided to leave or my heart wouldn't have survived'. 'I am getting late I must leave now.. Bye see you later'.'uhh. Bye see ya!'

He left but I had to go and talk to my manager so I could leave as early as possible from this f** *ING place I thought as I walked to the office.

I reached the office I breathed in and out to gather some courage and got in. I asked if I could come in and just as I opened the door I saw the manager and Ryan sitting there. He asked me to and wait for some time he  interviewed Ryan. I sat on the couch in the waiting room, I really wanted to go home early but had to wait for my turn.

Then he called me and introduced me to Ryan as if I didn't know him, he said Ruan would be supposed to work under my guidance.

Ryan went out and I sat in front of the manager. He said he approved the resignation but the company wouldn't just let me go and I would have to work here for at least 2 more months, as I had signed in my contract earlier and approved to the terms and conditions.

I asked if I could leave take a leave today and left.

I saw Ryan waiting there for me, 'Congratulations you managed to get a job in such a big company, it is really hard to get in here this easily'
'Yeah.. Actually let's celebrate.. Are you free know, I would like to treat you with a meal?'
Of course I didn't want to go  and surely not with him to let my just break and no one to glue it back.
'I can't really come,i don't feel good'
'I know you very well, you just don't want to come with me! But can forget everything and just celebrate, cause from now I will be working with you we both need to get comfortable with each other... So are you coming?'
That gummy smile after that question... How would anyone even say no at last I loved him with all my heart earlier.
' If you're not going to answer me it means a  'YES' '
I just noded.

I smiled all my way awkwardly until we reached the restaurant.

We reached and forced him to order as he wished because it was his accomplishment.

We ate and chatted, he told after we broke up he loved his girlfriend but she turned to fight with him as she just came up with reasons to fight and  actually was not his type, they broke up in a few months.

He asked me if I had a boyfriend after we broke up but I said I wanted to be single and enjoy life.

We went out and he said he'd walk me home but I said I would be fine but Ryan was stubborn at times.

So just walked back home.

Maybe they are not this close but.. yeah... 💜💗🤭

So this is the first part its just the start and introduction there is much and much more coming up, plzzz look forward to it. 💜💜