I always see her smile when she's with me and with that thought I was really contented.
Contented because I think being with me makes her happy.
But as I stare at her a little longer, one thing I noticed is her eyes.
That eyes that once sparkles when I see her looking at me.
The same eyes that looks at me with full of love and admiration.
The same eyes that saw me through my best and my worst.
The same eyes that looks after me whenever I'm feeling down has lost its spark now.
Then I look back and wondered where did it start.
Then I realize it was all my fault,
Because that was the same eyes that saw me doing bad things to you.
That was the same eyes that saw me walked away when you needed me the most.
That was the same eyes that saw me cheat behind your back with another woman.
The same eyes that once held sparkles has clearly lost its light and I don't know how to take it back to the time where I see those eyes looking at me like I'm the only special thing that has ever happened to her life.
I'm sorry but I know saying this will never ever forgive me for doing bad things to you and so I decided to do something.
Maybe
Just maybe
You could give me another chance to prove myself, and this time I will never let you down ever again.
