ive been feeling the same things since last entry except i feel like im worthless to the point that im not needed my last relationship was the best and one of the longest ive ever had, ive commited myself to her and done everything i could besides one thing and that afflicting thing is a sin thats a life changer and it is "Lies" Lies i say just to have small talk ive tried my best to stop my addiction with harmful things but they always come back to bite my ass quicker then a misqutio sinking its teeth into an apositive human. im wanting someone to fill that place theres a bunch of candidates but none of them are the same as who she was i miss her like all hell, every morning my lips on hers my arms wrapped around her 67% of the day and i have absolutely nothing to make up for it, my last time i talked to her was asking if we could talk not relationship wise not a freind way just socialize like a normal human. i want for once for someone to kiss me and say that they love me and mean every word. listen im not crazy im just not an average beat meating highschooler i dont jerk to anyone im morely into direct romance with someone like a fairy tale but the harsh reality is that there is no such things as fucking fairy tales, all it is corruption backed by corruption if u dont have a vehicle your lame as hell, if you dont have an iphone why even bother, if your not into random nudes and fucking 24/7 then its entionally pointless this world is cold and a bite into the neck of vulnerability, i want to be taken from this place whether it be by death or by love either way you suffer the same anyway.
thanks for joining me for my second rant in this somewhat series and if your a guy like me tell me your guys daily stories about love and such.
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The Journal Of a insane Brown guy.
Non-Fictionim ugly and destined for love. i have felt alone and at peace but im wanting more than being alone. so heres my daily diary of finding the love i want and long for.
